Okay so I haven't gone to church in a really long timeand iI feel bad for it. But personally I believe that god and I are really close. I don't need to go to church to talk to him. But anyway recently my grandfather passed away so we had to go to church to honor him. So its been like six months since I've gone to church so I feel awkward. When we get there the church was full so we had to stand up. It was really crowded and the big cross had to pass, so this frickin lady goes and tells my family can you move please. So we were moving and my mom told my aunt there is nowhere to move to. So the lady comes over ans tells us if you don't want to he here you can go out in the hall. Even if you do want to be here go to the hall because there is no more room. So my mom was pissed off. So here goes the whole family moving to hallway. The same lady walks but and tells another family that there is no room so she made room for them in the front. My mom was like why the help do u have to go the hallway and they go to the front. Is it because I'm loud or because I'm Mexican. I was like considering that we are in a Mexican church its because youre loud. Then church finally starts and my baby sister who is like seven starts whining because she doesn't want tostand so my mom wants me to take her to the kid room. I refused, because last time I was in there a creepy little three year old was rubbing his hands all over my arm. Then he started eating a crayon. Once he was done he took the ring pop that was in ky sisters mouth and ate. I was Luke Wtf. So yeah I'm not going back there. So my sister decided to sit on the floor. The mass starts and everyone starts singing me and my other sister who is thirteen start laughing our asses off and everyone is staring.oh well. Then they all started praying together, I swear I felt like I wash. A cult. It was way too creepy for me. So I had to leave. I littlerally grabbed my sisterand we walk to McDonalds. I feel horrible but I couldn't stand it in there. Church is supposed to he a place where you can life and have fun and not be judged. Its supposed to make you feel safe not scared for your life. So long story short, I will jot he going back to church for a long time. Has this ever happened to you?