Not in the mood. ;; I feel like crying :( 

I was so near to buying both versions of xoxo repackaged album. I have ordered it online and was planning to do the payment today but then suddenly...

Mom : "I won't allow you to buy anything related to Kpop. Your life have been filled by kpop only and  it's bothersome!" 

Pangggggg .

I was just woken up from my sleep when my mom said it. I was so heartbroken. So disappointed and....so down. Because my mom was really okay when I said I ordered something online and needa do the payment today. 

When I ordered it I was feeling happy feeling excited because I was going to finally own something about exo. and to add on that, exo albums !

// le sighs .

The one who took my order was really upset and I must say, angry. Ikr. Who wouldnt be angry when a customer suddenly canceled an order in the eleventh hour ? The duedate for the payment is tomorrow. 

I don't think I would ever be able to own anything related to kpop especially exo . just.... i'm so done with this .