I know nobody cares but nobody actually knows what my personality really is. 

They think I am immature but actually I'm not. I know when to become serious and I know when to be in my playful state.

They want me to become a warfreak, but I do not want to gain such attention from society (You know how our society is). As much as possible I stay out of fights, not because I am weak but because I know what is the right thing to do. 

When I become pissed off, I scare them. But you don't know that because you don't know the me outside. 

When I get angry (which RARELY happens), I REALLY hold grudges and alienate you from my presence that you'll be crawling back to get it because I've been nice to you and you wasted it. 

But I don't get mad because of the natural sins that you do, because it normal and you can't actually change it. I get mad at things that you could've done something to prevent it but didn't. It's like, I don't get mad at a kid who comes to me and complains that some tall and scary guys took his lollipop. It's natural to be scared since you are a kid, it's normal.

You don't get it, do you?