How? Why?

How could you fall inlove with someone you know who CAN'T love you back?

Well, I just did. Sometimes, I'd just stare in the space and ask myself, "Why the heck would you fall inlove with the wrong person?"

There is actually a VERY big possibility of being loved back by someone, but then, that someone is TOO afraid of being inlove with the wrong person and get rejected... again. That someone must've thought that being rejected by the wrong person will get you rejected EVERY TIME. Maybe that someone thought that love isn't really fit for that someone? Or maybe, he's just afraid that those feelings that were turned down will ALWAYS be turned down. Shouldn't he be out for adventure and venture the feelings that might actually be returned?

Oh, gosh, how could you fall inlove with someone who is coward in falling?

Can't that someone believe that NOT EVERYONE will reject you? Because I know that that someone does, and just keeps on denying it. 

You know, "that someone", not everyone will reject you, atleast, not this someone.

You're a nice man, you're a good man. Maybe girls who wants a good physical appearance won't be interested in you, but "this someone" is interested. This someone doesn't need physical beauty! This someone doesn't need a hunky body! All this someone needs is a REAL love, not infatuation. And I know that you're descent enough to know the differences, so which girl won't fall for that? 

You once told me that you know me better than anyone cause I'm nearly transparent in your eyes and that you could read my mind. Yet, you don't trust me. Why do you doubt it? If love is dangerous then be ready for stitches! Love is a dangerous road filled with temptations. Conflicts will always rise and tension will fill the air. Love is filled with obstacles, and it has a rough pathway. If you ever fall in temptation, rise again. You should go back to the tough path and learn from the mistakes.

But always be careful; not every obstacle on your path is a temptation. Playing safe doesn't mean to block yourself from the adventures; adventures that could lead you to the trophy you've been wanting to achieve.

You want to observe? Well, you haven't observed enough. This someone knows that you're scared and afraid of rejection, but this someone knows what to do in case you ever feel like you're hated. An outcast. I also know you, like how you said you know me. This someone knows that inside that rough exterior is a fragile person who needs to be taken care of. 

This someone will make time for you, will love you for who you are. Not everyone will reject you.

But then again, that's what you fear the most: rejection. You don't want to try anymore, and I can't contradict your opinion. I can only prove to you that not everyone will reject you IF you ever let me pass through those walls. 

This person is cold, yes, but this person is not cold to those whom she knows that should be treated with care. And this person found you as one that should be taken care of.

Don't worry, this person will be waiting here until you open those gates of yours. For now, this person will prove to you that someone is worthy to be welcomed in your kingdom.

I'll be waiting... but if I know that you already let someone in other than me, I'd back-out, knowing that you found someone more worthy of your love. But if that other person leaves you hanging again, I'll be here and ready to comfort you.

I'll be waiting, again.

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