Whats wrong with me? D:

 

Im not a person to swear, drink, smoke or anything like that. 
 
 
But I almost swore at my brother, I only said the 'fuu' part though.. 
 
sigh
 
I feel bad, but it was worse when I swore at my parents. WHAT KIND OF A CHILD AM I? 
 
My brother was being all annoying and all, so It slipped D:
 
The other time with my parents, they were arguing about their problems and all... When I got mad and.. uhm, yeah...
 
 
And im only 14 going on 15.
 
 
Sometimes I'm lucky I have an older sister to prevent me from becoming one of those bad kids, but at the same time I wanna explore the world. But I dont know.. At the same time I dont wanna let anyone down.
 
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Adoree
#1
I think a lot of people *me too* experience what you are going through.
You just gotta learn how to controll your anger and vent it onto something else.
You can sometimes use release it by doing stuff like drawing or anything distracting. Turn it into a positive thing.
Otherwise, ignore the things that anger you.
That's the easiest way.
Hope everything's alright chingu-ah.
boitoitons
#2
I have personally never cursed at my mom but I sometimes feel like doing it, just because other words can't seem to express my frustration or whatever I'm feeling but yeah. I think everyone feels like you at times, its just what kind of person you choose to be...? that doesn't make much sense. Anyway, I try to think that no anger can justify such words 'cause later it passes and you regret it.
donnamarie_16
#3
If I wasn't here, would you honestly have tried those things? I'm pretty sure you would have, seeing all these idiots around here. They're wasting money and killing brain cells just to act stupid and feel 'weird'.
Some say the people they're around is the reason they're like that, well look at me, I'm around a lot of those people and do you see me doing it? It's your choice to say no and ignore all that peer pressure. Who cares if you're a 'loser' for not trying it, at least you're acting smart.
When I was small I really looked up to Wendy, but seeing her now I hope I don't get anywhere near that in the future (no offense lol). Honestly, would you rather be like me or her?
It's just messed up if you're addicted to smoking, drinking, and swearing at an age this young and I don't want my younger siblings to do any of that.

Sorry for that long-ish comment. ^^;
I know I repeat some of these a lot but I only do because it's true.
Hahah, that rhymed. :p
YummyCupcakes
#4
u same like me...sometimes we cant handle our feelings...i understand...ur 14-15...???
then i'm ur unnie since i'm 19 this year..
u can apologize to ur brother when he cool down...
and if u shy, jusy dont do it again...try to control ur feelings...if u cant, find something to let it go....it will help...i use to let go my anger by throwing everything in my room or punch a pillow when i got mad...hehehehe....
AnOrdinaryGirl
#5
You have a same life as me.
I have two brothers, and all of them are annoying
/ugly sobs
FernandaLJoe
#6
Sangie ah...
It's okay....
That happen....
Hehehehehhe......
It's feels hard when around ur age
Kenjushiis
#7
You're not letting anyone down by swearing or anything. A lot of people swear and do good things.

Drinking and smoking can cause you harm, yes, and I'm never going to do it.

I'm 13 going on 14.

If you're mad, it slips. Nothing's wrong with you.