I told you guys about the guy I like, right? The one that's into KPOP and IS GOING TO KCON. OTL

So, like I've said before, I have three twitter accounts, personal, kpop, jailed kpop.

So, I was on my personal account and he mentioned me and two other friends (one of them is my beta reader; the other, lets just call her the IU fanatic) tweeting this link.

And we started laughing on how Tao did that and it just went downhill jfc. i can't.

LIKE WE STARTED TO TALK ABOUT LIKE WHAT IF ((BETA READER)) STARTS MAKING MORE SELU/HUNHAN FANFICS, WILL SEHUN AND LUHAN NOTICE HER. 

AND THE IU FANATIC WAS LIKE. MAYBE I SHOULD START WRITING FICS ABOUT IU MAYBE SHE'LL NOTICE ME.

AND THEN YOU KNOW HOW THAT FIC WAS A TAO X SEHUN. 

MY BETA READER WAS LIKE "OMYGOD SEHUN AND HIS OBSESSION WITH CHINESE TWINKS"

AND THEN SENPAI WAS JUST LIKE "OMFG YOU GUYS ARE REALLY INTO HUH"

AND I DIDNT WANT HIM TO THINK THAT I AM SOME DIRTY PERSON. LIKE I HARDLY READ TBH. 

SO THEN I WAS JUST LIKE "DON'T BRING ME INTO 'YOU GUYS' OK IM INNOCENT :--)"

I SCREAMED BECAUSE THEN HE WAS LIKE "SURE LITTLE MISS CHURCH GIRL." HSFBHASBFBKSDB

HE SHOULDNT KNOW WHAT I READ OMFG.

AND LATER ON BETA READER MADE IT WORSE SAYING "EXCUSE ME. YOU WRITE FANFICS OF YOUXBIAS"

I JUST CANT RIGHT NOW. LIKE KJFBKJSDKJFBSD

btw, no one knows that I like him ((except you guys)) because idek its rly awk. like i tweet about him and say "senpai" and beta reader pushes me to tell her who it is but i just ajksbfjsbfbsj

AND HE'S ALSO JOINING KOREAN CLUB AT MY SCHOOL. I DONT WANT HIM TO SEE ME FANGIRL FUQ I DO NOT LOOK ATTRACTIVE WHILE FANGIRLING...

well, idk i probably wont as much since there's no Melodys at my school :--(

BUT HE ALSO KNOWS ABOUT MY BTOB OBSESSION LIKE I CANT.

like i saw these two tweets and I just, I'm done,

LIKE I KNOW HE READ THESE TWEETS BC HE FAVORITED THEM AND I CANT.

BTW, FOR THE FIRST TWEET, THE SECOND PERSON IS ME :--)

BUT OMFG I CANT. HE SHOULDNT KNOW OF ME LIKE THIS KJDSFKNKS

and for the second tweet i was kinda upset bc i told them why i didnt do marching band and that was because marching band takes up A LOT of time, and it only looks good on your college app if you do it 3-4 years. and I don't want to do marching band junior or senior year because i'll be filled with AP classes and I should focus my time on that instead.

BUT YEAH THATS WHAT HAPPENED

let me hide in embarrassment now orz