[The process of getting out of kpop: 50%... 70%... 80%... Loading- ERROR. DETECTING THE CHEN VIRUS.]

I almost cried when he said 'I'm used to it' on the Immortal's song. (according to the fanacc: the mc asked him why he didn't receive as many gifts from fans or something like that- to which he responded like so.) 

Chen, stop saying such heartbreaking thing.

I LOVE you and even though you probably don't even know I exist (the tragedic life of a fangirl) I hope you realize that exotics love and support you as well. 

/cries and goes off to write more chen fanfics

Okay, i'm done. 

Chen fics are like super rare nowadays

And if there are some, they're like sad and angsty and i just- CONSIDER MY FEELS TOO OKAY. IT'S NOT OKAY, OKAY. 

Anyways, you guys should recommend me so bubbly and happy chen fic. 

Maybe if I have more karmas left, I'll hold a chen fic contest. 

(That sounds like a good idea. But bcoz i'm already holding a writing competition, I don't have that many left. Someone should hold one. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. PLEASEEEEEEE. I WILL LOVE YOU MORE THAN KRIS AND CHEN. Okay, I'll try, thought it's not possible. ever.) 

EDIT: GUYS. HOLY CRAP. I THINK I HAVE LIKE AROUND 700 KARMAS LEFT. 

Someone should PM me if they want to co-create a Chen/Xiumin/other underrated members writing contest. 

I'M FREAKING SERIOUS. 

pm me, and i'll love you forever. 

kk, bye.