Hey all!

_{^{I'm so bored it hurts -.-}}

 

So, since I moved to London two or three weeks ago, I've been bored as hell!

So the bored ol' me decided that it would be fun gathering inspiration in other people's fanfics, you know, get in the mood.

But after some time, I just wanted to throw up. 

 

Mostly my stories are sad, with a happy ending, but sad.

I mean at least I feel sad when I write them. ^{Is this normal?}

Anyway, after a one hour search, in finding the perfect story for my soul, I went trough so much stories with interesting concepts:

1. She's a girl, he's a boy, he her and BOM they fall in love!

2. They are a married couple, he beats the crap out of her but she still waits for him to change, until she finally dies.(Hits may be fatal you know.)

3. He treats her like crap and she continues to love him, if she leaves him, she comes back after a week and the live on as if nothing ever happened, he magically changed into prince charming.

WHY?!

 

It's incredible how people get drawn by all this and even sometimes worship it.

The irony? Even I have a story like that. 

 

"Escaping from you" is the strangest thing that I have written.

I have no idea in how to end it because, well, man women go back to their husbands after being harassed mentally or physically. 

It's not something to be blinded by, there isn't romance there.

Yes, there are people who change, but how many are they?

Can a person change after dealing successfully with his problems by abusing others?

As much as he changes, there is always something that reminds him about his past. 

People change, but not entirely. 

 

I wish that there were exceptions. 

I wish that there would be the perfect guy, out there somewhere, waiting. 

But you can't be a 100% sure.

There are always surprises and not always the good ones.

 

Don't get me wrong, I love my story.

 

"Escaping from you" is written, guided by my hopes of a change for the better.

I love my subscribers as well, they have been my support since the very begginning. 

But I'm scared that sometimes, people learn from those things.

Some people believe that life can go like a written story. 

And that belief can ruin someone.

 

I want to have a great life, surrounded by friends and a lover who is behind me all the time.

I will never tolerate abuse. 

 

Life is too short to be unhappy.