Sad teenagers with happy faces : Sibling Issues (Chapter Two)

 

 

 

 

 

 
 
 
 
So day ago or so, I did chapter one which was Parental Issues related.
Today, I am going to be doing Sibling Issues. But before I start, I just want to say, that instead of commenting on the post itself, most of you messaged me, which is understandable. I hope you feel better and positive towards everything now.
 
But still, feel free to comment here as well.
 
Firstly, before you feel bad about whatever you have to go through. Let me tell you something, I have mentioned this in another one of my posts before, but I will say again. I have 4 siblings, we are a total bunch of 5. And unfortunately, I'm the middle kid :/
The elder ones are my real bro and sis, bro is eldest, and then sis, then me. The two younger are step, bro then sis. 
 
 
Since my elder siblings have left country for further studies. I am left with my step family, just my dad is real, but even that's hard to believe. So here's what happens, these two little monsters, we have 10 years of gap, just imagine, they have no respect for me, not at all. And even if I were to tell them to be polite, even if I was nice, my dad would scold me. And I don't even want to start about when they reach the exit door of their mental level. I would just go and sit in my room, and then I start to hate my life, missing my times with my real siblings, all I took for granted, all is left to regret.
 
 
My point is, if you are lucky enough to have only real siblings, appreciate it before its gone.
Even writing this is making me cry, I never knew my Eid would go like hell, but even if I saw it coming for this one, it still hurts.
 
And yes I'm ignoring everything, but I still hate my life. But I am one of those sad teens with happy faces.

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DulcetDeity
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Sometimes I can relate what you feel eventhough I have my real sibling here. Have you ever feel like being replaced by the another one, the better one? It kinda hurt for me by writing this :/