I'm so sad. <----That totally didn't seem filled with emotion, did it? Anyways, I really am sad. My eldest brothers best friend, whom he grew up with, committed suicide last night. We just found out. My brother is in shambles, and honestly, I am too. I don't think it matters that I used to like him when we were little, even if I didn't like him, he shouldn't have had to die. I don't know for what reason he did it, but...I don't think I have the words to express how I feel. I'm just really upset, and I cried for hours. This event makes me think of Chen though, and how he doesn't recieve as much love as the other members...Which is really a shame. Continuing on, I'm going to stop talking about sad things now because I'm just making myself more upset.

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      I never told you guys about what happened while I was away...I SHALL DO THAT OVER THE WEEKEND! None of you probably care, but....NEVERTHELESS I SHALL DO IT!