CHEN IS A MAN OF PURE PERFECTION OKAY. i mean... i believed you guys already read about the immortal song thingy. I was ecstatic when i heard that baekchen will be joining immortal songs. I mean im a big fan of that show and witj baekchen on it my life will be allrainbows and unicorns. But then on the interveiw i read that the mc asked chen. Lots of exo members got lots of presents from fans and chen only got a few. Chen answered, "Its okay. Im used to it. One or two fans is better than none.: Le sobs. I adored chen so much and hes in my top 5 exo bias okay seeing this hurts. He was used to it?! Well well. He was all smiles. If you see him he was all smiling and happy but i believe deep inside he was hurt. What hurts me the most is that everytime i have a bias thy ended up like chen. Sungmin for instance. Hes my ultimate suju bias. Chen xiumin. Even tao, i read so many articles about him. Then sungyeol. Sunny snsd. Gongchan b1a4. Junho 2pm. Henry and zhoumi. All of them got so little part and received only small amount of fame. It kinda hurts. Im the type of person who picked a bias after a long consideration. And mostly, the visuals stays at my bottom list. Idk why. It seems like i could see what others cant see from these guys. And really im super sad rite now. Not that i hate the visuals. I love them too bt yeah. I kinda hope fans will treat them equally and also the company too. But the perks of being a fan is that i can do nothing about it. I could fussed and cursed and then cooed over them and nothig will chamge. Good now im crying of frustration because of this and i cant get the first 1 mintes and 40 seconds of growl. Yes my group is doing another dance cover. Support us kay? Its kind of awkward how i nailed the rapping part you know the one people said as the hardest part of the dance. I naield in like 10 minutes but i havent got the first 1 minues 40 seconds correct. The solo parts. Im frustrated and sobbing right now. If i saw another article about my biases being neglected im sure i will have a major breakdown. Now excuse me i have to cry