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dear diary,

it’s morning. he’s asleep, now. 
that’s all that matters to me.

there are angels out there. 

one for every being in this sad painful world. one that’s living on the other side of the world, away from us, but knows our hands can still touch if we try. one that we can’t see but we still know holds us close. one that understands our pain without words being said. one that knows the clear difference between the emptiness of and the healing of lovemaking. one that unexpectedly knows that it’s not a kiss on the lips that’s most meaningful. one who heals a scarred heart without asking for anything in return. give me strength and faith in him, to give back the continuous unexpected selfless care and affection that he’s been giving me. give him too, patience and candour. keep the archangels by his side everyday to protect him wherever he goes, whatever he does. 

i dare not lose my guardian angel, that’s soundly sleeping and holding me me by his side...so i hold on tightly.

there are angels out there for each of us. :)

xo, B.

#nowplaying: http://8tracks.com/leeshushien/2-34am