Okay.. So some of you might know in which kind of love problem I am... I've been ignoring those guys and hide for them... But the same time I feel that space in my heart... I might sound cheesy but It's true T~T I feel so lonely... Even my friends are growing apart from me..... The closest are on vacation.... Is it because I'm a bad person? Well... I guess not but still... What is that pain in my heart?? I want to cry my heart out...... I just cannot understand... Someone knows what this is? What is that whole in my heart which feels lonely and has pain?!!? IDK!! Someone can tell me? I'm lost...........

I tried to take deep breaths and calm down.. But that made me cry... I tried to see some beaty tutorials.. But it made me yawn YAWN!!!! What is wrong with me T_________T