I remember telling you guys that my birthday is coming up and like asing you advice on who to invite blah blah blah.

Well, its a completely different situation now, bc, idek things happened with some people.

Okay, so for my birthday I'm going to be hanging out with my middle school friends only. bc none of my friends that go to my high school could go.

*Note: I transferred high schools, so none of my middle school friends go to my high school, except for like two.

So in middle school, we had this clique, but tbh I never felt like I belonged in that clique bc I wasn't close to a good amount of them. Like maybe 3 or 4? And two of them are my best friends that I told you about before. 

Okay, so in this clique, theres like smaller cliques I guess? Cos me and my two friends are _VJ, (still not saying my name LOL) and theres the Fantastic Four (which none of them I'm close to as much) and then theres JJRS. And I'm really close to "S" of that group. So, we were talking the other day, and the subject of my birthday came to the convo, and I felt rly awk cos I wasn't planning on inviting her, but since we were talking I felt the need to. So I did. 

But, the reason why I didn't want to invite her was bc if you invite one member of JJRS, you most likely have to invite all of them, or its really awk. One of the "J"s goes to my high school, but we're not really that close... "R" I recently talked to, so she's okay. like yeah. The other "J" I haven't talked to in A LONG TIME. Like, we weren't as close at middle school, only somewhat.

Like, I was thinking, the more the merrier maybe, since all we're gonna do is hang out downtown and eat. But the thing with JJRS, is sometimes they'll be total butts and only pay attention to each other if they are all together. 

And I'm trying to ask "S" or _VJ about it, but they keep saying "its your birthday, do what you want." BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT ITS SO DIFFICULT. 

And also, everyone in JJRS except the other "J" invited me to their birthday this year.. and I really feel bad if I don't invite them, but I don't think the other "J" had a birthday party...

Should I just invite all of them or some of them?

My birthday's in 4 days and I just hdsbfhsbldjgbfdjgkbdjfbg

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I don't know what to do ugh.