I was in a coffee shop trying to concentrate on my correlation research for math while there are two girls beside me who talked about their friend and then suddenly one of the girls said: "Oh, I don't know but she went to Big Bang's concert."

and I was like, *stops breathing for a second and tried to calm myself trying not to fangirl and tried to hide my smile, too. And oh, I also tried not to scream and get jealous* I was thinking: *OMG!!!!!!!!!! WHY DID THEIR FRIEND WENT TO BIG BANG'S CONCERT WHILE I WAS AT HOME CRYING MY EYES OUT THAT I CAN'T GOOOOO?!!!!!!!"

and then they continued talking... after a while..

girl 1: "I was really waiting for the backstage pass. I really want to get it.."

girl 2: "What for?"

girl 1: "The backstage pass for--"

girl 2: "Oh! for the kpop republic? (I'm really not sure if it was republic but maybe it was like that) (OMG that kpop republuc concert have EXO, SHINEE AND DAL SHABET IN IT!!!! TT_TT OMG I'm really really green with envy right now)

girl 1: yeah, if my friend can ask his friend to give us the backstage pass since he has a lot of connections in the concert, maybe we could get it."

(and again I was like: *HOLY COW! WHAT CONCERT IS THAT?!! I WANNA GO TOO!! *SMILES EVILY* I HOP YOU WON'T GET YOUR BACKSTAGE PASS LOL XD* Sorry if I'm being mean... i just can't.... TT_TT

and more:

*talking, talking, talking

then suddenly....

girl 1: blahblahblah (I didn't listen carefully 'cause I'm not interested) on 27."

girl 2: Oh! Chanyeol's birthday falls on 27."

and my ears automatically listened carefully and I was in full alert just because I heard chanyeol's name and now I wasn't able to control myself anymore and a smile had crept up my face XD

girl 1: Oh? hahahahah i didn't know."

girl 2: He is! *laughs*

..........talk talk talk

girl 1: blah blah blah

girl 2: GD?

girl 1: Yep :)

.....

girl 1: *shows her iPad to girl 2* Lay is so cute~

girl 2: Ohhh~ how cute!

...........

girl 1: You know what, Chanyeol's sister said that she likes D.O. "

girl 2: oh? when?

girl 1: I forgot

girl 2: Do you remember the time when D.O. said he likes Girl's Day? He said he likes them because thay are y.

girl 1: Really?

talk talk talk

girl 2: Kai is ugly.

me: *WHAT THE?! DID YOU JUST SAID KAI IS UGLY?! WTH?!*

girl 1: blah blah blah (I didn't understood XD)

..

later on..

MY GOSH!!!! THEY'RE SERIOUSLY MAKING ME GREEN WITH ENVY!!!

GIRL 1 JUST GOT OUT A SMALL BANNER THAT SHE HAS WITH TOP'S KOREAN NAME IN IT!!! TT_TT

gosh there talked about kop stuffs a lt and it would take me later to type them all XD

OH GOSH, God please help me in this situation I'm in. It's difficult not to fangirl TT_TT