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Wow. Where do I even begin. There's so much that I want to say, but it's impossible for me to say everything. So I shall try my best to say as much as I can.

SJ opened up with Mr Simple and I have to say the lighting and effects were amazing. However before they began there was this weird chipmunk voice that kept saying "Ladies and gentleman" which was sorta funny but I was too occupied to laugh. As minutes passed by, I got more and more excited and nervous because damn, in a while I'd be seeing the idols that I only ever dreamed about and never ever thought that I'd be able to see in real life. The entire stadium was screaming and then when SJ really appeared, we burst into hysterics. The minute they appeared, their charisma dominated the entire stadium and I couldn't even hear my own voice through the screams. My throat was dry and hurting like hell even before the song ended but I didn't bother drinking water, instead I just shouted the fanchants even louder than before and shook my lightstick even harder. When the concert started I immediately forgot who my bias was and I just screamed equally loudly for all of them. It was exhilarating, liberating and a whole lot of fun. I didn't even come to terms with the fact that they were real and I was really listening to them and seeing them live until sometime in the middle of the show. 

Have you ever screamed so much that your voice changes and you sound like a dying pig? Well that was practically how I screamed throughout the entire concert. I kept drinking water but it was barely effective because my throat still hurt like hell and it did nothing to minimise it. But I didn't care because it was SJ, and the more I screamed the more I was energised. Although I was screaming throughout the concert I never once felt tired. It must be the energy that SJ gave to me. Seeing them live is totally different from seeing them in photos. They were about 18283720 times more handsome. If you ever have the chance, definitely go to a concert. The experience will be beautiful. The fanchants didn't seem very loud yesterday, but maybe it was just cos I screamed too loudly. I was proud of myself for not forgetting any fanchant and I knew I had done my part as an ELF for supporting them all the way. Just now I watched some fancams of yesterday's performance and realised that the fanchants were indeed very loud. I'm really proud of SG ELFs ♥

During Shake It Up, Kyuhyun came near the place I was sitting and I just rushed straight down to see him. Now I know why so many people like him. He was so cute yet manly and he kept waving to us and I just kept screaming his name. Eunhyuk also took off his shirt giving everybody a glorious view of his abs during Rockstar and the fans just screamed again and again. Although I was surprised that Siwon didn't take off his shirt. 

My life was complete when I saw Sungmin crossdressing. I mean, Kangin, Ryeowook and Siwon were absolutely adorable too, but Sungmin just had the aura. And the screams when he came out dressed as Hyuna were definitely the loudest. He was just so pretty 
 When they sang Alone I thought I was going to die because of over fangirling. 


I cried way too much. I didn't even know I'd cry but the tears just came out. The first time I cried was before the concert, when I was sitting down and taking out my lightstick and it struck me how I was at SS5, really sitting down at a legit seat, and really going to see Super Junior. The feeling was just so amazing that I teared up. I was really high throughout the entire concert, but then in the middle when they started singing Daydream I just cried again because wow, their voices were so beautiful and the song was so touching. Also because of a fan project, many fans had the white finger lights provided and the stadium was a sea of blue dotted with white which was really beautiful. I wiped away my tears, however I cried again when they started singing the medley of Bittersweet and Someday and I probably looked like an ugly fool singing along and waving my lightstick. I cried uglier when they sang Memories, because I was reminded of how much I missed Yesung. In the chorus of Memories I always looked forward to hearing Yesung's husky voice, but the absence of it yesterday was quite heartbreaking.

The most fun performance was undoubtedly Dreaming Hero. The video prelude itself was already super funny and they came out dressed up in superhero costumes and it was amazing. Henry came over to our side so we screamed for him. Also during one of the talks, Donghae and Sungmin did gwiyomi and they were so cute I almost died. Sungmin reaffirmed his title as king of aegyo and ultimate bias in my heart. And then there was once when the fans kept chanting "Trap" and wanting Henry to perform it but they purposely misheard it as "crab" so Shindong and Eunhyuk were goofing around saying that they really like pepper crab and they even did a little crab dance. 

When they sang Marry U I cried again. Marry U is the ultimate song of SJ, and the fanchants were definitely the loudest then. Hearing the entire fandom sing along during the chorus was really touching. Afterwards they bowed and said goodbye and the fans started shouting "encore" until the music started and SJ came back singing Sorry, Sorry. Wow, the stage presence they had during that song was no kidding. The fans were really high and that was undoubtedly SJ's most popular song.

During the ending talk they all kept praising what a wonderful place Singapore was and how they loved SG ELFs and how they regretted so much that they could only come for one night. Donghae kept apologising also because he hurt his finger the previous day while playing soccer and he said he was sorry he couldn't perform up to his best standard but we were all screaming "gwaenchana" because why should he apologise for something that isn't even his fault? I could tell they really wanted to stay longer. They even joked that since SG ELFs didn't like them anymore the next time they came, they'd only sing the first verse of every song. Henry also performed a small part of Trap and me, with my dying voice, sang along to the best of my ability. There were some fans who were looking at me strangely probably wondering why I sounded so horrible. Kyuhyun also sang his falsetto part and I fell in love with his voice some more. 

The last song was So I and we were all standing near the railings wanting to catch a last glimpse of them, even if it was only one second. I think it was then that Donghae came over to my side and he was waving to all the fans. Then the fans around me and I were all screaming "Donghae, Donghae!" and he actually turned around with an expression I'll never forget. It was a blank look but because it was Donghae it was so cute and sweet and adorable and he just looked at the bunch of us like that for a few seconds and waved and I think I just died again. Ryeowook was wearing this reindeer headband that was really cute. There was also white confetti being shot everywhere and then one piece of confetti stuck to Kyuhyun's head but I don't think he noticed because he just carried on singing and he didn't even notice and I wanted to shout to him but didn't because I was crying too much. Yes. Again. Time passed too fast and I wanted them to stay a bit longer but I knew they had to leave. At the end they bowed a lot of times and told us to thank the dancers and all the staff. Donghae held his bow the longest and Ryeowook was the last to leave the stage. 

At the end of the concert they all left and I thought that was it, but then Hyuk came back up to the stage and the fans all rushed back to see him. Then he said a whole lot of stuff which I didn't understand because there was no translation, but later I understood that he was speaking about Zhou Mi and Henry and their relationship with SJ which touched me because he was really sweet. 

Actually through a concert you can tell how SJ didn't become a worldwide idol group by chance, it was through hard work and determination and grit. They had the charisma that only came with years and years of experience, trials and setbacks. No other group would ever be able to stun me like they did. Thinking back, the concert didn't really make me love them more because I already love them so much, but it made me respect and admire them a lot more as artists and as people, not just idols. They are masters of their craft, and now I really know why SJ are crowned the kings of Kpop. 

Thank you Super Junior for giving me an amazing night without any regrets.
Thank you Super Junior for making my dream come true.
Thank you Super Junior for making me see how amazing you are. 
Thank you so much. I love you 

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