I can’t seem to write my feelings

I don’t know how it can be so hard

I feel numb

So much pain, so much sorrow

I look for your face in my memories

I know you.

I know nothing

I can’t ever be sure of anything

Despair

Can’t I see you?

I can’t concentrate

You run through my mind, it’s wearing me down

Nothing I say, do feel..

Nothing adds up

I can’t tie the loose ends together

This is not enough

Every word I wwrite pounds on my heart and I feel the tears

Shimmering in my eyes

That isn’t an appropriate ending, but there is no appropriate ending.

I can’t have one