I know... I might sound delusional, but every kpopper has to be delusional a tiny bit.... 

Well... my friend(Aileen) and I were chatting on facebook and she randomly brings up:

What if you and Daehyun were past lovers?

Oh god, I died.

Then her and I were chatting more into this conversation. This was a really intense conversion, and I went to lay in my bed, thinking more into this by myself.

Aileen: You said you met Daehyun and all right?

Me: Yea, I met him almost everywhere... as if we were fated to meet.... 

You see, on May 16th 2013, I went to the fan Meet and Greet. There, you had to do things to win High Touch. Well, On my first try, I lost. I was so sad, I almost gave up, but lucky for me, my other friend forced me back in the quiz line to retry. You can do as much things to win High Touch. So when I got the scratch card again, I was already sad and down because I didn't win at first. However, I was scratching it, and then the words;

"You Won the High Touch event! You're so lucky, only 100 fans are able to win"  (Or something like that)

I was crying that I won. I was going to be able to touch my Daehyun's hands. (LOL I'm not a creeper..... No more creepin like that) 

Anyways, at 5pm, I saw him and touched all of B.A.P's hands. (I got a video too^^ Watch it here)

Then legitly after touching their hands, and exiting the building, I ran all the way to the MTVK building and was able to get to the front. I was literally 3 feet from Yongguk.

I was happy.

Daehyun and I made eye contact for a quick second. Then he looked around at the other fans. 

Well, after they had the interview with Anthony, they went inside the MTVK building again. 

I ran to the entrance:

(They're in the red outfits.)

After they were gone in the building, I RAN all the way to the back and waited at their limo for about 30 minutes with another friend of mine and her sister and mother. 

Then my friend's mother came up to me and told me she knew where B.A.P was at. I freaked out and we stayed just a little longer at where the limo was at for about another 30 minutes.

By then, it was around 11pm. 

She then suggested we miss the chance to see them come out of the building and wait at the hotel. (No, we didn't hurt them. We were just waiting and charging my phone.) 

We waited for about an hour, so it was 12am.

Then, Gen's mother alerted us that the same white limo was here at the hotel. I was excited as . The only BIG Babyz were me and Gen. (The friend I was waiting with at the limo) Her older sister was a Baby also, but she isn't as big, at least that's what I was told.

Anyways, we went to the entrance of the hotel, and waited there, excited as . But then the coordi-noona saw us. They had a plan. (Fast problem solvers. But worth it)

The coordi-noona and this other dude (I think he was a backup dancer... if not, he was a crew member of B.A.P) told Daehyun and YongGuk to go to the store. That lured us away from YoungJae, Himchan, Jongup and Zelo. We followed YongGuk and Daehyun to Duane Reade and was able to get pictures.

Oh damn, I think I died. LOL.

Suddenly, I stop recording and taking pictures, and DH and BYG disappeared behind the shelves. I quickly ran a little to turn the corner, so that I could get a video of them, therefore my camera was off. Just as I turned the corner, Daehyun popped up. I almost bumped into him, but I stopped dead in my tracks. Although I didn't bump into him, I apologized and confessed to him.

"안녕하세요, 오빠, 미안해요! 사랑해요 오빠!"

(Hi oppa! I'm sorry! I Love you oppa!)

All Daehyun did was chuckle a little and smiled at me and Gen, then he walked away, looking at other items. I squealed a little as he walked away, I think my heart was officially stolen. 

Daehyun was at the register with YongGuk and the Coordi-noona, and they were paying, I was behind them recording and . 

Video 1

Video 2

The second video shows when I freak out and . LOL and the first video is of Daehyun bowing to me when I call out his name. :D Don't judge, I was too excited that my Korean was off by a en mile. LOL

He smiled and en head BOWED his head at me. /le drools/ Well, YongGuk didn't look at me becuase it was actually quite loud in the store. I was basically whispering becasue I didn't want to be kicked out of the store. 

Well, then I just followed them back to the hotel.

After that, I went to MY hotel. Which is about 20 mintues away from the concert venue. 

On the Day of the concert, I was soo excited^^ The line wasn't as long as I expected... well, where I was standing. The line itself was hella long. 

This is where I was at. It's honestly not as long as you think. I was very close to the front. I got in the venure within 5-10 minutes after the doors opened. 

Well, after that, I got injured, blah blah blah, I talk about it in this post ------------> Click Here to read my experience

Well, as I was then moved to the blacony, and only staffs and I was happy that I got special treatment. But that's because I was injured. LOL I couldn't balance byself and needed someone to help me walk. I got whipplashed and didn't heal from that until 5 days later... o.O

Let's just sum it up and said, Dae and I had some steamy moments while he was performing. LOL He looked at me and waved at me and Kyah. 

Fan cams -----------> Click here to see my Fancams

Pictures -------------> Click here to see my fan pictures

Now Back to what I was saying about Daehyun and I. You see, him and I had lots of moments together. This may not seem like a lot, but it was. 

Well, I kept thinking about it and I came up with something. I message Aileen about it.

(Not exact, but somewhere along these lines)

Me: Aileen, what if Dae and I were past lovers like you said earlier?

Aileen: Oh please girl, I was just joking with you!

Me: I know, but think about it. I told you about my times with Dae. It was like we were fated to be together. I hope Dae will remember me. What if I ask him through fanmail and send that photo of me, him and Gukkie. Would he be able to remember me? 2PM remembered a fan from 2 years ago, could Dae remember a fan from 2 months ago? It's possible right? Gosh Aileen, I'm gonna die. If Dae and I eve marry, or even just date once, I think I would be fully convinced him and I were past lovers. I don't believe in incarnation and , but I will if this happens. 

Really, think about it. I had soo many steamy moments with Dae... What if I was being brought together by the heavens and God with Dae. What if we were psat lovers? Oh ma gosh. LOL I seriously would die. I know this seems dumb and delusional, but this has been on my mind for the past couple days. It's eating me alive. My heart is burning with passion. 

I'm sorry that this was such a long post, and that it just disappointed some of you. I know that I most likely would never meet Dae ever again, or even B.A.P, but if I ever do, , I'll be convinced that I was fated with Daehyun. I don't give a about what others say. LOL 

If you're going to comment below about how I should get my mind out of the gutter, and face reality. Don't waste your time. I'm already 70% convinced with the past lover. And don't even try to raise the other 30% of my reality, because I'm not going to just sit and watch you. Don't bash me, I don't care about criticism but to bash me, you better say goodbye to earth and say hello to hell. I'll fight back with you, and I will not be merciful. 

Don't comment saying "Oh you have a slim chance. Stop thinking about it this much" or anything similar...

Well too ing bad. I like having my imagines and dreams. I like having these thoughts. If you got a problem, then go yourself. It's your problem not mine. 

Himchan once said (not exact, but again, similar)

"Ones who has imagination is better than ones who don't."

Well then, I'm done with telling this. I feel soo happy now that I said this out. I've been holding this in for quite a long time. :) I seriously do love Daehyun a lot though. 

Peace.