Hi there, this is a little weird thing I decided to do as I wasn't feeling so good about myself lately. I figure it's the fact that I have people stare at me funny or maybe it's the fact I look at me funny, but I just felt down. SO now, I am going to make a little thing called 50 / 50. That means 50 reasons why I like me and 50 reasons why I don't like myself. 8). 

You ready?

 

50 Reasons why I like myself.

 

1. I have the ability to see the bright side of anything. 

2. I listen really well and when I give advice I truly mean to help.

3. I think I am pretty. 

4. I am funny.

5. I have the ability to like any one.

6. I don't see what people look like before their personalities.

7.  I have the ability to brush things off that bother me. 

8. I am understanding. 

9. I am forgiving.

10. I am trusting.

11. I am kind hearted. 

12. I am mature enough to see my faults and work on them.

13. I have realistic expectations but that doesn't stop me from dreaming BIG.

14. I love my ability to make friends. 

15. I like my hair. 

16. I like to try new things. 

17. I am open. 

18. I am an activist for ANY human right. 

19. I have strong beliefs but they aren't conventional. 

20. I am like a big kid.

21. I easily show my emotions. 

22. I am able to love any one. 

23. I am not vindictive. 

24. I am hopeful.

25. I am optimistic. 

26. I am intelligent. 

27. I am a hard worker. 

29. I like my eyes. 

30. I like that no matter what any one thinks about me, I will still be me. 

31.  I like that I am able to write. 

32. I like that I am able to draw. 

33. I like all of my talents. 

34. I like that I still sing even if I don't know the words. 

35. I like my ability to connect to children. 

36. I like that I am someone my little brother looks up to. 

37. I like that I don't think like the other people in my generation. 

38. I like the way I look at life. 

39. I like the people I surround myself with. 

40. I like my piercings, even if other people do not. 

41. I like my skin color, even if to everyone else it's pasty white. 

42. I like my ability to write almost 50 things about myself. 

43. I like that I plan my day to a T in my head before I wake up.

44. I like that I can laugh at myself 

45. I like that I am strong. 

46. I like the way I look. 

47. I like who I am . 

48. I like that I can smile at the past even though it hurt me so much. 

49. I like that I feel good after working, even if I hurt. 

50. I like that I am useful. 

 

50 things I do NOT like about myself.

 

1. Sometimes I feel like no body likes me.

2. That sometimes lies come easier than the truth. 

3. That I can't explain why I do something. 

4. That I get embarrassed when asked if I like something, because I think they are judging me.

5. That I am easily pissed off when it comes to personal critism, although I probably said them to myself. 

6. That some days I think I am hideous and can't even bear to look at myself. 

7. I need attention otherwise I feel forgotten.

8. I feel like dying some times. 

9. I have morbid thoughts that scare me. 

10.  I cry when I think about myself being sad. 

11. I am too emotional.

12. I let people walk all over me.

13. I need people more than  they need me. 

14. I allowed myself to be in a poisonous abusive relationship because I was the one who couldn't let go. 

15. I get obsessive. 

16. I sometimes think I am crazy. 

17. I am fat and I know people see it. 

18. I over think a lot of things. 

19. I push people away because I know if they truly knew me, they wouldn't like me. 

20. I am strangly okay with being alone. 

21. I don't know who I am. 

22. When I like someone I am already planning that they won't like me back. 

23. I feel like I will be alone forever. 

24. That it's so easy to say I hate myself sometimes. 

25. That I hear my father in me, telling me I am worthless. 

26. I talk down to myself when I can't do something. 

27.  I can't do math. 

28. That I allow my friend to rule my life, my time and everything. 

29. I base my feelings around other's around me to avoid conflict. 

30. I sleep too much. 

31. I make plans to do things but never follow through. 

32. I am a flake. 

33. That it's so easy to find all these faults in myself. 

34. I am more judgemental on pretty people than others because I assume they are just

talking . 

35. I am a little too open. 

36. I talk before I think and I end up regretting it. 

37. I do NOT tan, ever. I have tried, I can't.

38. I think about just having a child whether or not staying with the person.

39. I would probably marry a man for money and that scares me. 

40. I identify as a panual but I will most likely end up with a man to please my mother. 

41. I am easily persuaded. 

42. I am a push over. 

43. I have a bad temper. 

44. I feel superior to stupid people for NO reason. 

45. I could easily turn into a bully just to be accepted. That scares me.

46. I don't stick up for myself usually I just laugh.

47.  I smile even when I am sad. 

48. I think a lot of my friends hang around because they WANT something from me. 

49. I often feel left out. 

50. I get my feelings hurt wayyyyy to easily.

 

 

 

 

OKAY. So that's a huge list. But done. Feel free to do for yourself. o U o. That was hella hard. 

 

I need a drink.