hey there~

ugh, my head hurts so much TT.TT I think I'm going to cry. Every time the wheather changes I get this huge headache ;^; and it won't staaaahp and since our weather here is being a hardcore , always switching from summer to winter and vice versa, I keep on having headaches. gaaaaah.

Some of you may be wonder when I will update Locked Away again, and to be honest I don't even know myself. I decided to enter the Baekyeol oneshot contest which ended on the 30th and you guys don't know how tired I am.

I was so mad that I saw this contest so late... like seriously, I saw it on the freaking 29th!! And I was like, inwardly crying because I totally likes the prompts we had as selections. And then one of the prompts just directly jumped into my face and I got so many ideas for this.

>Check out my Baekyeol oneshot here<

I gred more and more depressed as I wrote about this because at first everything went well, but then I decided to definitely make a multi-chaptered out of this once I'm done with my other ideas because I suddenly got so creative and I had SO many ideas I obviously wanted to write.

But the ty thing was that I realized that it's stupid to write a oneshot on how two people meet and fall in love with each other because it's way too short. I want to see relationships developing from time to time, but since I had already written so much I couldn't just use another prompt since I freaking stayed up all night to write this .

The next day when I decided to continue with everything I noticed how much I hated this oneshot I have written down... I was so mad and so angry and kind of depressed. Then later, I changed like most of the stuff and put so many words into it that when I later checked the word-count reached over 10.000 (and the maximum was 10.000 TT_TT)

And then I spent the rest of the time to shorten many sentences, which made it sound even more stupid and gasgjsgdhansgdnj.

I really need to make this fic chaptered sometime. And well, at least the oneshot is currently better than it had been in the beginning. Just check it out :/

So... I really need to continue writing Locked Away, but I somehow have no idea what to fill into the next chapter. I've already written something, but I still need a few ideas ohmagawd. But I seriously don't think that I am able to write the next chapter with this annoying headache. gaaaaah.

So yeah.... btw, I'm going pretty crazy on tumblr right now. I'm reblogging so much, I need to stahp. Oh boy.

I somehow like Hyde by VIXX and Mama Beat by LC9(?) which is totally weird since I am a person that likes almost none of the newest idolgroups(except exo and b.a.p, gahaahaha)

And guys, I'm sorry if I make so many typos right now and so many errors.

Ever since I started writing the oneshot my english kept on failing me and that's why there are also many many mistakes in the oneshot... sigh... I think I should wait a day or two and just hope that it gets better.

I probably should get some sleep, it would be better since I didn't really get that much of it.