When I watch videos of fans sending EXO video messages,

and they're just screaming and spazzing and just flailing their arms,

I just bite my lips, close my eyes, pause the video,

and just scroll down to check the comments.

I mean, I can never, ever, EVER continue

because I just don't know...

I mean, my heart palpitates,

and I just blink rapidly,

and I just can't continue the video

because for some reason,

I'm scared to see EXO's reaction.

Yeah, I've watched some fans send videos to EXO while they're spazzing

infront of them like crazy,

but I...

I don't even laugh.

I just close my eyes.

I even click the 'mute' button because

I CAN'T TAKE IT!

I do love what the fans are doing, and what they've done

to support EXO, but

UGHHH.

Seeing EXO's reactions kill me slowly.

LIKE, SLOWLY!

Seeing their forced smiles (s0me of them)...I don't know, I'm not sure if it's what you call 'fake',

but I feel it, you know?

I don't...

UGHHH.

Fans should have a limit, too!

They can't just spazz like madmen.

Here's an example video:

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I love EXOTICS

because I am ONE, too! ^^

But yeah, we all should have our own limit,

so they'll see us as civilized human beings.

We can't just create fan wars and all those rash things.

We should just...

THINK.

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I hope you all aren't mad at me.

This is my opinion though.

I feel sorry for myself for not having the courage to even finish a 54 minute video. :(

I can just start and stop at about 5 minutes maximum.

I have this phobia for fan videos.

I don't know if there is,

but is there?

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