hello

it's been quite a long time since i last posted a blog here in aff

i've been very very (and i just mean very) busy these past weeks and i cant open my aff anymore

even if i do i only read story updates

and i had to be updated about exo ;_; i cannot miss a single thing in the wolf era or ill just explode so instead of hanging in aff i hang in twitter more now

anyways

like i said in my past blogs in the past months, i am going to move to a new home with my family

and it actually happened, like, 4 weeks ago

first day of school was 3 weeks ago and it wasnt so bad

except for the fact that i barely uttered a single sentence, everything went pretty well

this week marks my 3rd week in my new school

i've become more and more talkative

i gained more friends and chatmates

it was fun

this year's class was like a combination of my three past classes... it was simply the BEST

well in the first two weeks that is hahaha

about my new crush...

well this is for real now

he's my classmate

so.................... im very awkward

but i try not to act weird around him because i dont want him to feel awkward around me

he's actually the first one to initiate a conversation, like he says hi to me once in a while and my stomach flutters every time

because im really awkward around him i just stare back at him with a small smile in my face then i would wave softly

and then that's it

...

I DONT KNOW I JUST -

WELL EVERY TIME HE GREETS ME HE JUST MAKES ME FEEL THAT WAY OK

OTHER GUYS GREET ME BUT I DONT FEEL ANYTHING AT ALL

AND IM NOT AWKWARD AROUND THEM ;______; well at least not as awkward when he's the one to greet me... ;;

and today... so much things happened

like he talked to mE and i just -

well i didnt stutter (WHICH IS A GOOD THING OMFG)

and...

OH MY GOD HE'S MY GROUPMATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

SO IM JUST SO HAPPY

AND

YES

OMG

YES THATS IT

THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ MY

I HOPE YOU ENJOYED READING MY FEELS <3 <3 <3 :-) :-) :-) :-)