Dear Daehyun.

I don’t really know how to begin, what to say, despite the fact that people say I’m good with words. Haha, I hope you liked the super lame edits I did. It’s just some parts of you that I like. There are so much more but I have no skills and other people can do it much better than I can. ^^

So I guess I’ll take this time to rattle off this letter to you. It’s YOUR BIRTHDAY MISTER. You’re one year older and if anything, I love seeing you mature. I love being able to see how much you have changed. From Warrior days and now Coffee Shop, you’ve shown such an amazing dynamic. 

Gah, I remember back in the days when you wouldn’t talk. I watched Ta-Dah,helplessly hoping to see you talk. Every time you came on camera, said something, I would spazz and go crazy because that’s all I needed. When I first learned about your cheesecake obsession, I looked it up and just had to find out everything about you.

And now, look at you. Now I see you speak, I see you eat and I think I like this side of you better. I like being embarrassed of my bias :P Oh Daehyun. I wish I can put into words how much I… just… the love.

It’s kind of dumb because I always thought I would love Hyuk forever and I was so cemented in the fact that my Ultimate Bias can never change. But I got to know you better and I watched you grow and I fell. So hard I don’t even think you attempted to pick me up. Cough gentleman much cough?

You made me question everything and you are my ultimate bias, my ultimate bias list wrecker, my ultimate tag wrecker. Yep. I used to have OCD tags, strict tags but for you, I made #my fattie husband #Mommy where can I buy a Daehyun and can I keep him? #DYING WHALE NOISES #I hate your face #stabs you with a banana #chokes on a potato.

I wish to continue to watch you grow. I think you have a wisdom that’s perfectly balanced with childhood and I like that you’re only one and a half years older than I am. It means we’re almost on the same mental level. 

I always thought my bias would be Yongguk. But it’s the unexpected that takes my breath away. It’s not just your looks. It’s not just your talent. It’s how hard you’ve worked and how humble you are. I love it whenever someone call you Busan Wonbin and you would shake your head because I don’t really think you understand how good looking you are. Oh, you’re not blind. You must have seen the mirror and yet you always push visual onto Himchan. And for that, I think you’re perfect.

Gah, I’m actually tearing up writing this to you. I don’t think I’ve ever let another bias affect me so much and I hope you much happiness. It’s your 20th birthday! It’s your coming of age ♥

Take a break please, or try not to be too tired while still doing the things you love. Take care of your members and yourself please. Eat all you want and never be ashamed of yourself. I pretend to be, but I’m not. 

There’s so much I can say but I won’t because we have years to say it ^=^ Hehe, I love you and happy birthDAE.

Here, take the cheesecake ♥

Much, much love,

Jill