I have nooooo sleep rhythm at all at the moment. I sleep too much and then I'm up for too long and it's just one big, evil circle. Right now I have a head ache and my throat hurts but I shouldn't sleep. I don't think I can sleep. Bleh. It's raining and I was supposed to go do my shopping. I haven't eaten proper food since... ehm... too long ago. I'm running on no energy at all at the moment. I sleep, get up, turn my computer on, go to sleep again. I'm doing nothing. I can't even be bothered to write. It's like I'm walking around in a haze. It's not nice at all. Which is also why I sleep a lot. That way I don't have to deal with the world and the feeling of just... drifting with no purpose. I have no idea whether or not I'm going to start university in September or what I should do if not. I have no plan B. And if I don't get into uni I have to move within three months and there are no appartments to get anywhere and I am really worried. I just want to know if I got in or not and there is still a month until I get an answer. 

Oh, it's not late! I can take out some pork and make meatballs in curry for dinner. I make awesome meatballs in curry and it is real food! Great idea!