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Hey again guys TT^TT

So in line with my previous post, I've decided to deactivate this account and create new AFF and LJ accounts for my future fanfics. I might not be able to write fanfics as of the moment but please rest assured I won't stop writing completely and I'll continue trying to my best to improve.

Thank you so much to all those who had been so supportive, messaging me and commenting and expressing their sympathies and support-- really, thank you so much. I was about to just give up completely for a while because I was so depressed but I'm slowly getting back my writing mojo and inspiration because everyone has been so kind and supportive and just, thank you.

I have just been so depressing lately that I didn't want to talk to anyone and I am so sorry but I couldn't bear being here long enough to reply to messages and wall posts and comments. But please know all your sentiments have been read, received and accepted and I can't be more grateful for all your kindness to me. I'm virtually a stranger to you but you came up and talked to me and seriously, that inspired me to at least try to write fics again even if I more than I usually do.

I apologize but I don't want to post my new account name here because I just want to start anew and not be reminded of this account in the future. And I really don't want it to be made public either.

(Though I'm sure if you've read any of my fics, you would know who I am without me telling you, just basing off the writing style. Or maybe not. ;A; But if you find me, I don't mind but let's just keep it between us, neh? XD)

But if you really, really want to know my new account, then you can PM me and I'll tell you ok? I'll wait until saturday before deactivating, though this is only if you honestly really want to know, alright? If you don't want to then that's alright too. No worries. XD

 

Well, uhm, so that's it then....I guess this is goodbye?

I mean, no, not really because there might be a possibility you could find me or my fics somewhere, sometime, but yeah, I hope I can meet all of you again in the future and maybe this time we can talk more.

Thank you thank you and I wish all of you the best in everything you do and choose to do in life. <3

 

P.S. To all those who sent me messages and comments, please know that your efforts will never be in vain and I will keep writing for you guys, always. Stay perfect ok? XD

 

 

Sincerely,

 

Cara Alexis Guillena

 

 

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jingwen999 #1
Please keep in mind that you are virtuous no matter what the circumstance! Your writing is definitely something to be reckoned with and as your fans, we will support your each and every decision! Please take care.
leaderhyung
#2
your fanfics are perfect and they are meant to be read. i will definitely pm you because i just love you and your fics too much :') i'm gonna miss you tho <3 <3 <3
EXO4EV3R
#3
I'm gonna miss you so much, even though we're not AFF friends, I'm merely just a fan of yours. I'm gonna miss your stories, you're such a great writer. You wrote my favorite Baekyeol story! I hope nothing bad happens to your next AFF account; your writing's too precious to miss. Even though I probably won't know what your next account is, I hope that I stumble across your stories again. <3
Squishy #4
im definitely messaging you, LOL. your writing is so perf; i dont think it could get worse. unfortunately, i dont know if i could identify you right away, so i'll just pm you. hehe. thank you for writing amazing fics, and i hope you'll never give up because youre perfect, cara alexis guillena. ♡♡♡
shineemaknaeluv #5
I will definitely message you, but i'll probably friend you from my other account. xD (I ended up switching 'cause someone was constantly harassing me. :P )
but I honestly will look forward to any of your new stories~!! ^^
Ellasauras
#6
I'll follow you til the ends of the earth
leeraeah #7
Hey please don't leave me hanging in here, I have grown to love everything you write and I would really feel at great loss to lose someone as talented and cooperative as you. Please I need us to stay in contact, I hope n really hope that you choose to let me stay with you.........
seonri9095
#8
ne.i'll absolutely message you.cz i still want to read all of ur story and see you again ^^
hachannie
#9
I hope I can find you but I'll message you to make sure ^^ I'm glad to still see you around :3
Boxxinamja #10
Good luck sweetheart. For privacy I will refrain from asking the new account name, because I know how you feel and I know how betrayed and scared you are. I think in everyone's lives they go through this, or something LIKE this, and I wouldn't wish it upon anyone. My best sentiments to you, and all your future endeavors. I'm sure if the forces of the world really call for it, we will find you again. Be strong, be safe, be happy, and smile. Much love and well wishes.
-K
frostydodo
#11
i'd definitely love to know your new accounts! be it aff or lj :)
kkamsae
#12
hint: if you find yixing, fanxing or made by a new aff account, that's probably alex, hahahahaha XD

gimme new lj name too caraaaaaaaaaaaaaa OTL
flamerapperz #13
(T ^ T) this is not really a goodbye right? We'll meet again through your new stories.. Maybe in the future whenever I'll read stories that will remind me of your writing style I'll think that it's you.. You're a strong girl Alex, you're talented, and you deserves the best.. It must be a little uncomfortable for you to share your new account name, it's okay.. Your readers will find you someday no matter what.. Take care Alex.. You're one of my favorite author ever.. Nice to know youuu.. *virtual hug* (ɔ ˘⌣˘)˘⌣˘ c)