So I've noticed something. I have no talent in the arts category, Visual arts, Computer arts, Literary arts and so on. I can draw, stick figures. Computer arts, I can do but I never have my own ideas. Literary arts, I love it, but I feel that it's not good. I read the things that I write, it not well or whatever. Anyway, art apparently isn't my thing, I'm terrible. The only way I managed to pass the art class i was in was because of effort and the actual teacher was gone because of an illness (?) so there was a lot of substitutes. Even with those, I hardly made it alive with water color, still life, shapes, 3D drawings, portraits, shading and such.

And for as long as I can remember, I hated logical things. Math, Science, History bleh! I'm terrible at Math. History, we're supposed to learn so we don't repeat mistakes, but history repeats itself with or without us. Earth Science, topographs anyone? Chemisty, okay, I was only in that class for two weeks but i hated it, scientific notation? when will i use that? Biology, I like it, it's interesting. Human anatomy, never took the class but I really don't want to. Psychology, I find interesting, human minds. I believe that if I studied the human mind, i will understand things more. Because Psychology is about emotions and thoughts, it would make life easier right? being able to read a person's body language or find a distincive tone of voice maybe I can finally understand the look in people's eyes.

Business, yuck. Money, yes. Other stuff egh. Well, I suppose traveling for business isn't so bad, learning about other cultures isn't that bad either, in fact i want to learn about other cultures and heritages.

Law, eh. Its fine. Crime-stopping, cool. Odd hours, ummm. Life-threatning, no thanks, I may sound bad but I don't want to give up my life for a stranger. Even though it might change the person's view on things I probably wouldn't. Then again I wouldn't know, maybe I would. Lawyer? nah I'll pass

Medical, absolutly no interest.

Then one day I thought "maybe the logical side isn't so bad, I like studying lifestyles, and occasionally cutting open a frog or a pig, I don't mind the smell either. Psychology, its interesting, I like it. I might run into a crazy person but it should be fine. I like listening to people's problems"... maybe that's couseling oh well I'm tired It's 1 a.m. here.

So I decided that when I start school this fall I will choose my major to be Marine Biologist! Then after working a while, I'll go get a degree in psychology so I can be a therapist. oh it makes me tingly just thinking about it. it might seem like a big dream but since our lives are short as humans, shouldn't we try to fulfill our dreams as soon as possible? 

ps. I do like writing but I'm always critized, so I'm kind of losing sight of it. I do like to let my imagination run absolutely wild but I can never put it to words. I know I shouldn't give up on writing if I like it, it's just that it's hard to write one thing without having my cousins, my dad, mom, and brother, criticize my writing. Holding on two strands of hope, one for my readers, one for two of my cousins one (younger) who hates reading says that what I write captures her and the other one (older) says that it's okay. ^^ I'm glad goodnight. Have to go to the college tomorrow for something.

I might have forgotten a lot of other Majors but it's 1 a.m. and I've only get 2 hours of sleep last night... is feeling light head normal?