Or rather, the mess that it is. So yeah, lets get it started.

So my status has changed... I'm still a Shawol, always will be (is actually listening to Breaking News as I type this), but i think my bias list has been thrown out the window. Because I can no longer have just a bias list. I have to have a bian list specific for the band, because there are that many that are tied for first. Ugh..

Shinee: 1st: Taemin/Onew/Key then there's Jonghyun and Minho.. I don't really have a spot for them, but Jonghyun is working his way up there...

Exo: Sehun/Lunhan/Kai. At first, I could only recognize Kai, so of course I liked him, but then on tumblr, people were spamming Luhan's pink hair, so I learned him by accidental force, then I think I pushed myself in wanting to e an Exotic when XOXO came out, and I'm trying to learn them all, And I am, slowly. I can recognize Sehun, Luhan, Kai, Kris, Tao, and maybe Suho... Luhan is just adorable, I love him in "Wolf", and Sehun is too, I love his lisp. It's wonderful. And then there is Kim Jongin, and I love him. Honestly, I've never paid an amazing amount of attention to his dancing. I've seen it (through the teasers mostly is when I notice it) and I'll admit he is a good dancer, but maybe I've been spoiled by Taemin. No one can touch Taemin in dancing. No one. But I still love Kai. I love his voice, and personality.

Suju: Oh god...Suju. I can only recognize Donghae, Eunhyuk, Sungmin, Kangin, Ryeowook, Henry, Shingdong, and Kyuhyun. And the only half of that was willing. Eunhyuk, Ryeowook, Shingdong and Henry. The rest were either because of Henry's Trap (Kyuhyun), or stories, where they're describing the character, and I either have to look them up because of it, or their description was so good, I was like "Yup, thats them" (Kangin mainly.). My bias from Suju is Eunhyuk.

I have a few girls too, like Ga In, Amber, Sulli, and HyoHyon, but they aren't even really close to the guys. Sorry ladies.

But now, I'll rant about the ones that came said "screw you" to my list, because I once had a nice little list. (I think I'll post what that list was after I finish this)

Boyfriend: First, I'd like to say that if it hadn't of been for Lady Skinship, I never would have had these life ruiners.. in my life. Her story, Truth or dare got me interested, because it was a twincest, but I figured it was like her Shinee twincest fic, where one was just a copy, and not real.

Nope.  Twins are real, and because of that, I looked them up. I liked them, and I found I liked the music too. It took me a bit a to want to learn the rest of them (and I still only recognize one because I don't recognize him, so I'm like "Who are are? Oh right, you must be that one") and while I'm learning more about them, I see people asking "who is who? how do you tell them apart?" and when someone answers with "bigger eyes, different jaw line" and things like that, I'm thinking I'll never be able to tell them apart. They're twins! So I would tell them apart by what they done in the group, or by hair color (thank god Youngmin is blonde through a lot of this). And Youngmin is where my attention goes to first. Although I think that's just because I could tell him apart easier (like I said, blonde), and now, after a few months of this (not all of it spent on boyfriend), I can proudly say I can tell them apart. I don't know how. But if you show me a picture of one of them, I don't look at their jawline, that's for sure. I think my brain just recognizes certain things that are specific to that twin.

Anyway, now though, I like Youngmin, he's a great dancer, and great singer, and he looks amazing, but  I'm drawn more toward Kwangmin.  Recently I've found him more attractive. I found "AnotherK", a fanpage for Kwangmin, and I went through all 24 pages of pictures like three or four times.

I don't know why I like Kwangmin more, but I do. I try to have the same feelings toward Youngmin, because I feel like it's wrong for me to like one twin better than the other, but I can't.  Although, I do still like Youngmin.

Now, lets talk Jeongmin. I didn't really notice Jeongmin at first, it took someone on Tumblr hating him (a fangirl hate) for me to notice him, but now that I have, he amazes me. I love his voice. Absolutely love it.  He can dance too. *barely pays attention to anyone other than Kwangmin* Yeah, he can dance. He's adorable too. I kind of want to treat him like a teddy bear.

Then Minwoo.. I hate Minwoo.... His.. stupid hair, and stupid high pitched voice, and smile, and.. Yeah, I hate him...

Ugh.. I think I'm done.Just wanted to get that out.. :)