Hey guys it's 2:14 AM atm and I can't sleep. 

My boyfriend got mad at me because I haven't been eating much these days and he thinks my eating disorder is coming back. I told him that it's because I don't like the food and he told me I have to eat anyways and being the stubborn me, I said I don't want to and he was like fine don't complain to me when your stomach hurts and I was like fine. 

And guess who's stomach hurts now? Yep mine. sobs. 

I don't feel like sleeping again so idk if I should update another chapter. I know this fic was supposed to be a Jeongguk fic but like idk LOL I got carried away with my bias. 

Hm this is a short blog. Oh, so I was supposed to be working out but I haven't so as a punishment my boyfriend said I have to do 20 sit ups for every subscriber I get :c great. It's not hard, trust me I used to be a work out maniac and work out 3x a day but like yeah junior year got to me and now I'm a lazy lump :c sobs. 

okay bye~ love you guys <3