{warning; this is really cheesy im sorry}

I'ma be honest here, I don't think I've ever cried harder over an artist in my entire sixteen years of existence than I have for Yixing.

Watching that video of EXO backstage after their first win was beautiful to watch. I can safely say that these twelve boys all work their asses off to make good quality music and have flawless performances to please no other than us, their fans. But once I saw Yixing crying, I completely lost it & cried like a baby.

Maybe I'm being biased as hell, but this boy's passion for what he does is the strongest I've ever seen in any artist I've ever been a fan of. Simply by the  hard work and effort he always puts into his performances - even if he has small parts, you can tell that he loves being on stage more than anything & that he was... well, born to be on stage. Being one of the main dancers of the group, he's suffered from various injuries. However, he's stubborn enough to still perform for us despite the immense pain he feels. He has a tendency to always put his fans first before his own health &  I really wish he wasn't like that sometimes. In all honesty, to me, his health is a thousand times more important. But as always, his stubborn little doesn't walk off stage and he keeps pushing through it all just for us.

He works so hard and I can't even put into words how much admiration I have for him. He deserved this more than anything. EXO deserved this more than anything. And although those tears were of joy, seeing him cry so hard makes me bawl even harder, hurts my soul, and makes my heart shatter into a million pieces. More than anything, I wish I could just hug him tightly & tell him how much I love him & how much he really means to me & just bawl our eyes out together until we have not tears left to cry.

Zhang Yixing, you've done it. Your hard work has paid off, honey! You did it~ ^^ You deserve this and so much more. Congratulations, sweetheart for all four wins. But especially the first one which will always be one to remember.

p.s. please use your magical healing powers to heal your waist & leg injury. or just let me fly to Korea & take care of you & make you chicken noodle soup & stuff until you get better. please, honey bunny. >.< get better soon~