Hidden Warriors || Hwang Aerin
Username: BloodyRavens
What should I call ya?: Rin or Aerin
How active are ya?: I'd say 8, maybe 9 when I have school, but 10 when I'm on break ^^.
☠ LOOK AT ME
Name: 황애린 Hwang Aerin
Nickname: Aphrodite
Age: 22
DOB: 06/12/1991
Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
Hometown: Tokyo, Japan
Languages:
›› Korean ~ Native
›› English ~ Lived in America for most of my life (age 5-15)
›› Japanese ~ Lived in Japan for four years (age 15-20)
Piercings, Tattoos, ETC.:
I have three tattoos that I designed myself:
›› Infinity Sign- I got after the fall of the Miura family. It's to represent the love I have for my fallen family members.
›› Cherry Blossoms- It is customary for Yakuza to get tattoos of a dragon, however the Miura family's signet is of a cherry blossom, so all the women in the family had to get a cherry blossom branch on their side, going up their shoulderblade.
›› Butterflies- The butterflies represent my dead in-laws, who loved me like their own daughter.
›› Star- The star is Haruma, my guiding star.
I have a couple tattoo that I got with Haruma on our first anniversary:
I have eight ear piercings:
I have a belly button piercing:
Height: 164 cm
Style:
I'm not built like most Korean (or even Asian) women. I stand at 164 cm and weigh 55 kg. I'm rather volumptuous with measurements of 104-66-99 (41 inch bust - 26 inch waist - 39 inch hips). I am toned and actually have slender arms and legs, since I exercise and do martial arts; however, I have a large bust (which is natural on my father's side of the family; all my female relatives have a large chest) and wide hips (which I get from my mother's side of the family). My eyes are dark brown, almost black, and large; framed by thick eyelashes. My skin is also tragically pale. Though I spend a great deal of time outside I can never seem to tan. I have naturally wavy hair that does down to my lower back, which I normally wear in a high bun when I'm training or studying; the rest of the time I let it do it's own thing or I let Haeyun and my best friend style my hair. My hair naturally fades from sun exposure during the summer, so it's dark brown during warm seasons and black during the winter.
☠ Face
Ulzzang: 이은혜 Lee Eunhye / 정루 Jungroo
Links: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | gallery (password is donghae1015)
Backup: 민아 Minah
☠ Tell Me Tell Me
Personality:
›› The world was hearts and rainbows back then
People say that as you get older your personality starts to change from that of a carefree and bright-eyed child, to the sort of person you will be for the rest of your life. I was actually pretty childish all the way up until I turned 20. I was a bubbly and happy person, so people naturally felt drawn to me. I never judged anyone and didn’t tolerate bullying. I will admit that I was pretty popular all through school. I was the kind of person that others felt comfortable approaching and being around. I gave people the opportunity to open up with people of different social circles. I suppose I was an all-around enjoyable person.
›› The days of innocent adolescence
When I turned 14, my parents told me that I was going to be moving away from all the friends I made so that I could meet a fiancée I really didn’t want to marry. I became a little rebellious because of this. I ran away from home or hid from my guardians when I was upset. I suspected that my fiancée’s family only wanted to use me to blackmail my father out of money; which to me was a reasonable thought since Yakuza and Korean Mafia don’t get along. I suppose I became a little more cynical after I was forced to leave the life I’d pretty much always known. I’ve always been straightforward, outgoing, and very opinionated, but my snarkiness only got worse. I will admit, even before my rebellious phase, I could be quite the jokester; taking pleasure in playing harmless pranks on my friends or cracking a joke at someone else’s or even my own expense.
›› The pieces of my heart have become twisted
After falling into depression, when I crawled back out, I was a completely different person. I feel like I’ve lost the light that used to make me feel like a good person. I can barely even remember the way I was before. I’m awkward with words, at least when I’m trying to express myself. I hold people at a distance, even if I’m protective of them I don’t let them see the darkness that has consumed my life. Because of this, I come off as cold and calculating. I don’t deter these assumptions though and tend to act indifferent, even if I really do care. I can come off as short tempered, overly cautious, and naggy. When someone makes a mistake, especially a mistake that could have cost someone their life, I’m overly defensive. Being the reason someone died haunts you, and I never want any of my girls to know that feeling if I can help it. I’ve always been relatively good at giving advice, however my advice (recently) is mostly things people don’t want to hear; so they tend to ignore my advice. Advice or no, I am a strong person with a commanding presence. I rarely ever leave room for anyone to argue with me, so people think I’m bossy or a control freak. Despite all of this, I care a lot more than people think I do, however I have a fear of getting close to people after the deep wound Haruma’s passing left.
›› I’m a lot more fragile than I look
Likes:
›› Children; I wanted to be a young mother.
›› Music; all kinds.
›› Scary Movies; I don't know why I like them, I just do.
›› Cartoons; I like watching them with my nephew.
›› Weapons; I have a sick obsession with them. I get excited when I find a new weapon or model that I haven't seen before.
›› Peppermint ice cream; I just like it.
›› Smell of vanilla; I find it relaxing.
›› Candy; I prefer fruity candies over chocolate, but I still like to eat chocolate sometimes. People say this is one of the few 'cute' things left about me.
›› Coffee; though I have to drink it with A LOT of creamer and I usually drink between four and five cups a day.
›› Rain; I find it relaxing and refreshing.
›› Night time; I find it relaxing and it's also the most inspiring time of day for me.
›› When it's cold; it feels refreshing to me.
›› Anime & Manga; I've been a not-so-secret otaku since I was in elementary school, this is one thing that has never changed about me. Though I don’t openly nerd out over it anymore.
›› Cute things; such as animals or cute designs… anything that can be described as cute.
›› Art; I love everything about it, whether it be painting, sculpture, dance, history, I love it.
›› Animals; all kinds, except for maybe the occasional cat.
Dislikes:
›› Whiners; people that whine for no apparent reason, other than to complain about something or to be annoying.
›› Unjust treatment of others; Honestly, it's just wrong.
›› High heel shoes; I only like them if they are comfortable right away. I think they're pretty, but most of them are really uncomfortable.
›› Liquid Eyeliner; I believe it to be a creation of the devil, or at least only when I have to apply it myself. It's just so hard to put on!
›› People who are rude; There really is no reason to be mean, ever.
›› Skimpy clothing; It makes you look desperate.
›› When it's hot; I hate being sweaty for long periods of time.
›› Animal Print; Because it just looks ugly.
›› Onions; They taste bad.
›› Spaghetti; I just don't like it.
›› Spinach; It isn't that it tastes bad. I just can't eat it because it makes me gag, unless it's dried.
›› Artificial Lemon, Lime, and Orange flavors; They taste like soap to me.
›› Mangos; I just don't like the flavor.
›› Strawberry flavored dairy products; I don't like them for some reason.
Hobbies:
›› Cooking
›› Cleaning my weapons; it helps me think.
›› Studying; I'm a student, so I need to.
›› Watching educational or foreign programs; as they say, knowledge is power.
›› Reading; So I'm a bit of a nerd in this aspect...
›› Playing Video Games
›› Practicing Martial Arts
›› Shooting; I often go to the shooting range to make sure I don’t get rusty.
›› Sword fighting; keeping in practice.
›› Learning Foreign Languages; you never know when it could come in handy.
›› Weapon Shopping; I like finding new weapons.
Fears:
›› Sleeping; I have nightmares.
›› Getting close to others; I don't think I could handle losing someone again.
›› Appearing weak; If people think I'm weak, then they will think the girls are weak, putting us all in even more danger.
Trivia:
›› I am good at acrobatics since I took gymnastics for a three years after I started taking dance lessons.
›› I am very good at saying tongue twisters.
›› I can solve a 6x6 rubik's cube in 2 minutes.
›› I’m not allergic to any food, but I pretend to be allergic to onions since I hate them.
›› I have a scar on my big toe (right foot) from kicking a guy in the face while wearing open toed shoes; He was hassling a couple and wouldn’t leave them alone, despite my warnings.
›› I can speak semi-conversational Spanish, French, German, and Russian; I know a lot of basic conversations and business topics, but it's a little awkward.
›› I wake up at four every morning to work out.
›› I always carry two hand guns on me, throwing knives (which are used in case I am restrained), and a pair of leather gloves (which I put on before I start fighting).
›› I eat a lot; I'm an athlete, so I'm not the typical girl who starves herself to stay skinny.
›› While I lived in Japan, everyone called me by the name 'Miura Ai'
›› I am ambidextrous, but primarily right handed.
›› I have nightmares, almost nightly, of Haruma dying in my arms.
›› I was friends with Takuya until his family killed Haruma.
›› I have an IQ of 175.
›› I have a photographic memory.
›› I can read 800 words per minute.
›› My favorite book is Watership Down (because it’s about survival, not because it’s about bunnies XD).
›› My favorite author is Edgar Allan Poe.
›› I love Tim Burton movies.
›› My favorite colors are green, red, black, pink, and purple.
›› My favorite animals are pandas (Red pandas and the usual black and white ones), foxes, and dogs.
›› My favorite movie is the American movie ‘Unleashed’ with Jet Li.
›› My favorite flavor of cereal is Apple Jacks.
›› My favorite sports (aside from dance and martial arts) are baseball and soccer.
☠ History
Background:
›› If you’re going to be in the game, be one of the big boys
Most people get to choose the kind of life they want to lead. I didn’t get that choice. The kind of life I would lead was made for me the moment I was conceived. I was born into a rich family that lived in the Gangnam district of Seoul. On the outside we appear to be a normal, high class family; living in a mansion, attending elitist parties, wearing extravagant gowns and jewelry. However, my family wasn’t as “normal”. My father was known as the King of Gangnam. Why the king? Simple, my father was boss over all the gangs in Gangnam. That’s right, the Hwang family of Gangnam is a mafia family.
Back in the 50’s my grandfather was an average man. He worked hard at his family’s small noodle shop and saved up as much as he could to attend University. However, when gangs started taking over the various districts of Seoul, the small businesses took a big hit. They were constantly terrorized and couldn’t make enough money to keep their businesses up and running. When the noodle shop shut down, my grandfather went to the boss of the gang that took over the area the noodle shop was in. Foolishly he demanded that the gang give his family back all the money they took. The boss laughed at him, and after his men beat up my grandfather, the boss told him that if he wanted to protect his family, and get back the money that was taken from them, that he had to work for it. That was how my grandfather entered the gang life.
During the yearly days, many of the gangs were at each other’s throats, fighting over territories and picking fights. My grandfather’s gang grew and grew, becoming one of the most powerful gangs in the city. And, five years after joining, my grandfather took over his gang by killing the big boss. Because my grandfather had taken out a big nuisance to the Gangnam residents the police were willing to look the other way. After taking over, he started cleaning up the streets of Gangnam. He bought real estate all over gangnam, and instead of stealing money from the renters or threatening them, the fee for his protection was the monthly rent. As his profits grew, he bought more and more real estate, which in turn brought in more profit. The members of the family weren’t allowed to terrorize the shops or go without paying their bills, and in return were paid a hefty monthly wage. He cooperated with the police, allowing them to do their job, and stopped all illegal activities within the Gangnam area.
That was the beginning of the Hwang Mafia family.
›› When things don’t go your way, never give in to the easy way out
The years passed, my grandfather started a family, watched his children grow, and eventually passed off the responsibility for the family to my father. Though my father was his youngest son, he was the only one of his elder children that wasn’t greedy. Obviously his elder brothers were angry that they weren’t chosen and even tried to kill my father for the position as head of the family. However, my grandfather had them both sent abroad, never to return. If they returned to Korea, then they were to be killed on sight. After settling into his role as the head of the family, my grandfather officially retired. Obviously, life as the head of a mafia family isn’t always smooth sailing. There have been instances where other mafia families tried to move in on our territory and times where smaller gangs tried staking their claim on an area of Gangnam or they started terrorizing shops or residents of gangnam. But, through these events my father made allies or expanded our family.
When threats of invasion weren’t as common, my father met my mother and they started a family of their own. My siblings and I lived a relatively carefree life, until my twin brother was kidnapped at the age of five. The gang leader of Yongsan, across the Han River, wanted my father to sign over a large portion of Gangnam to him in exchange for my brother. My father, though, wasn’t going to give in to him. Instead of giving him what he requested, he and the police infiltrated the Yongsan boss’s house and rescued my brother. From that day forward, my mother feared for all of our lives. She sent Haeyun and I to live abroad in America, where we lived from the age of five, until we turned 15. Growing up we were given Spartan-esque training in martial arts, various types of weapons, and not to mention languge training. All of us Hwang siblings were little warriors by the time we were ten years old and baby assassins by the age of thirteen.
›› Allies are your only way to get power in a world where everyone wants to kill you
When I was 14 my parents told me that I was arranged to marry the son of a Yakuza boss. During the summer after I turned 15, I was supposed to move to Japan and attend school there. When I turned 16 I was going to get married to Yakuza’s son. I thought it was rather strange that a yakuza family was cooperating with a Korean mafia family. We were notorious enemies. I thought it was all a trap to hold me hostage so that the yakuza could get as much money out of my father as possible. So, I tried to run away… a lot. However, I never got far. I spent the year before my move to Japan studying the language and mastering it as best I could. And, after ninth grade, I moved to Japan while my twin moved back to Korea.
I met my fiancée right after landing in Tokyo. My first impression of Miura Haruma was that he was cold and stone-faced. He didn’t talk to me or even look at me for the first few weeks that I lived with his family. His parents, on the other hand, were very welcoming and treated me like a princess. His mother was particularly fond of me since she always wanted a daughter. When we started school, I found out that Haruma was a year ahead of me. I made friends easily, since a lot of people were curious about the Korean girl that came from America who came to school with the resident Yakuza son. Despite having the reputation as a Yakuza’s son, Haruma was loved among his peers; excelling in his studies and sports, plus he was good looking. I was bombarded with questions about my relation to Haruma. Of course I didn’t really want to tell everyone that he was my fiancée; it just sounded so old fashioned to be having an arranged marriage in this day and age and I wasn’t sure if anyone would even believe me. I told everyone that our fathers were friends and I wanted to study in Japan, so my father arranged for me to live with Haruma’s family. I met Haruma’s friends that same day because they were curious about me. I made quick friends with all of them, though I was closest to the youngest Kyousuke; because he was the same age as me.
Though we spent a year getting to know each other, Haru and I weren’t really interested in each other. Our relationship developed into one like that of siblings. It wasn’t until after we got married that things changed. We didn’t have a honeymoon because the adults didn’t want us… doing something inappropriate before either of us was of age (and yet they made us get married). Getting married was sort of the turning point for us. I suppose up until then we still hoped that the ridiculous arrangement would be called off. But when it wasn’t we had to face reality. The day of our wedding I was given quite the shock. Haru, who had never shown interest in any girl, was actually in love with his senpai who was two years his senior. That senior, Horikita Maki, showed up to congratulate us. Maki-san, to me, has always been a sweet and gentle person. At first it didn’t really bother me that Haru liked someone else; we were like siblings after all. But a month or so after our wedding I started to feel insecure for some reason. It was around that time that I noticed I was beginning to view Haru in a different light. Somewhere between then and our wedding I’d started to really love Haru, as more than a brother. Maybe it was because he started being nicer to me. Or maybe it was because he had become my husband. Whatever the reason, I loved Miura Haruma. I found myself jealous of his affections for Maki-san. And when I couldn’t take my burning (and uncalled for) dislike of her, I confessed. Haru rejected me. I was devastated and most of all embarrassed. I thought that being his wife, maybe he’d started to develop some of those same feelings, but he hadn’t. Because of my embarrassment I lashed out at him, angry that I wasn’t as important in his heart as someone else. I was not kind with my words. I think, though, that knowing about my feelings opened Haru’s eyes. He started to see me as a woman, and slowly his feelings for Maki started to fade until they were pretty much non-existent. However, his actions during that time never changed. He always treated me the same. So I lived with the heart-ache of thinking that my own husband didn’t love me until our first Valentine’s Day as a married couple. That night he took me on a date (though I originally thought his parents forced him to) and at the end of the date he told me that he loved me too.
Around the middle of March, I was out shopping with some of the Miura family body guards as my protection. However, I hated having then follow me like I was a child so I managed to get away from them; but I was one edge and afraid that they would catch me. As I was walking around the market, I ended up running into a man who seemed as on edge as I was. We ended up helping each other stay hidden from the people chasing us. We actually had a lot of fun that afternoon, hanging out with each other. It wasn't until we parted that I found out who he was. Terada Takuya; the son of the Terada Yakuza family, the Miura family's enemy. I wasn't ever going to see him again after that day, so I didn't think it was such a big deal to tell him my name; I told him my name was Ai. However, we ended up seeing each other again when I escaped from the Miura house to get some coffee. We talked for a while that time too and even exchanged numbers and kept in contact for a long time.
›› Man is the only monster that doesn’t exist in just your nightmares
We lived as a happily married couple until shortly after my 20th birthday. I will never forget the events that occurred that year. I still have nightmares. Haru and I were sent on a getaway to an Onsen in Hokkaido; with almost two dozen armed escorts. When we arrived back home after being gone for five days, the Miura house was in ruins. The only survivor was my father-in-law’s right hand man. He told us that only the night before the Terada Yakuza family had attacked. Miura and Terada had a long standing rivalry and Terada was constantly trying to take over Miura territory. But Miura always managed to fend them off with their superior numbers. However, there had been a spy within the Miura family, an informant for the Terada family. With a good number of the elite guards away protecting me and Haru, it was the perfect chance to strike the main house and take down the Miura family in one fell swoop.
However, Haruma couldn’t just let his family die like that. I thought I convinced him to wait for my father and his men to get to Japan before Haruma made a move, but while I was sleeping he left. And, being the young fool that I was, I went after him without waiting for my father. With the gun my father gave me for my 13th birthday and my martial arts training, I managed to get to Haruma; whom Terada had captured and was holding hostage. But, when I tried to escape with him I realized that they let me get to Haru. Two prisoners were better than one, right? I don’t think they were expecting the reinforcements that came only hours later. Because they were taken by surprise and had to withdraw from the warehouse they had been keeping us at. My father and his men took us to a hotel and wanted us to rest because we were going to be going to Korea the next morning. I thought we were safe, that it was finally over. But I was wrong. That night all Haru could do was pace, agitated that he wasn’t able to avenge his family. And as he stood by the window, gazing out at Tokyo, the crashing of glass came followed by strong gusts of wind and then Haruma was on the floor. He had been shot in the stomach and was bleeding. I screamed for help when I realized that he was hurt. My father heard the commotion from the next room over and rushed to see what was wrong. When he saw what had happened he had his men grab Haruma and quickly took us to a car that went to the nearest hospital. My father wanted me to go to Seoul without Haru, but I wouldn’t just abandon my husband. I fell asleep, and when I woke up the doctor was talking to my father. When they saw that I was awake the doctor walked away and my father told me that Haruma died in surgery. I didn’t believe him, I demanded that they take me to Haru, but they didn’t. My father said it was because he didn’t want me to remember Haruma as a dead body. And, after letting me cry for a while, he took me back to Korea where he knew he could keep me safe.
›› At our darkest moments, the abyss swallows us so we can’t even remember what light looks like
I fell into depression. For five months my parents and siblings worried whether I would recover from Haruma’s death. My parents had to force me to eat. I was listless and didn’t want to do anything except lay in bed all day and cry. I never believed that anyone could die from heartbreak until I almost experienced it myself. The only person who could pull me out of my funk was my twin. He was the person who gave me a reason to live by telling me to be strong and get back at the Terada family. Though Haeyun’s never really agreed with violence or the gangster life we lived, he knew that any reason for me to continue breathing was a godsend. As long as I wasn’t dead then my family was happy. That was when I decided that I would be the one to take over the family. I would ruin the Terada family and I would get revenge for Haru and the rest of the Miura clan.
My father was satisfied with my decision. However he wasn’t willing to just hand the family over to me. And it’s understandable why. I was hungry for Terada Clan blood and itching to get into the battle field. I wasn’t ready to lead the family just yet. I needed more discipline. He sent me to a woman called Dara. Dara was the leader of the only female gang in all of Seoul. My father wanted me to become her apprentice of sorts and learn how to be a good leader. It took me three months to get past my blood rage stage. When one of our girls died because of my foolhardy actions, I came to my senses. And from there I actually learned quite a bit from Dara. She lead us until about a year ago, when she finally gave me control over the gang.
Present:
I suppose you could say I'm right in on the action. I know what is going on in the gang world better than any of the other girls, and it's mainly due to my Mafia connections. Outside of the gang, I try to be your average college student, studying business management and going to dinner parties with my family. However, the girls don't know that I am actually the daughter of the big boss. The boss that watches over our gang. All they know is that I'm the daughter of a rich family. I think most of them just assumed that I got tired of living as a pampered princess and wanted to cut loose a little bit, or somthing along those lines anyway. Dara is the only person who knows my true identity.
Family:
Father | 황태형 Hwang Taehyung | 48 | pig headed, childish at times, strict | alive
I have always been my father's little angel. Being the only girl among three boys, I was given special attention by my father. That doesn't mean he necessarily went easy on me during our training. If anything he was tougher on me in that aspect. As a female I was underestimated and thought to be the easiest target, so I was the one who was in danger the most; in his eyes anyway. He has always been very protective of me and trying to shield me from the big bad world outside. However, I was the only one of us siblings who expressed an interest in taking over the family so he had to let me out into the world. To me he is a teacher as well as my father. I never question his orders for me and I always strive to meet his expectations.
I have always been my father's little angel. Being the only girl among three boys, I was given special attention by my father. That doesn't mean he necessarily went easy on me during our training. If anything he was tougher on me in that aspect. As a female I was underestimated and thought to be the easiest target, so I was the one who was in danger the most; in his eyes anyway. He has always been very protective of me and trying to shield me from the big bad world outside. However, I was the only one of us siblings who expressed an interest in taking over the family so he had to let me out into the world. To me he is a teacher as well as my father. I never question his orders for me and I always strive to meet his expectations.
Mother | 조경미 Cho Kyungmi | 54 | sassy, kind hearted, stubborn | alive
My mother has always been a kind and steady presence in my life. She always offers guidance when I need it. She tends to treat me like a little girl though and strongly disapproves of my father letting me take over the family. However, she knows that without me our family would most likely fall into someone else's hands. I get a little frustrated with my mother because she tries to console me and tells me that my pain will go away if I just let Haruma go, but I know that she can't even imagine how much pain I went through. I know that she only worries about me though, and I have done little to set her worries to rest.
My mother has always been a kind and steady presence in my life. She always offers guidance when I need it. She tends to treat me like a little girl though and strongly disapproves of my father letting me take over the family. However, she knows that without me our family would most likely fall into someone else's hands. I get a little frustrated with my mother because she tries to console me and tells me that my pain will go away if I just let Haruma go, but I know that she can't even imagine how much pain I went through. I know that she only worries about me though, and I have done little to set her worries to rest.
Eldest Brother | 황인중 Hwang Injoong | 26 | intelligent, reserved, good-natured | alive
Injoong oppa was always the genius of the family. I am a genius in my own right, but Injoong always wanted to use his smarts to help the world become a better place. As a doctor, he is always helping others and saving lives. I envy him because he has become the complete opposite of me. We still get along, though he is cautious around me since I am no longer the sweet and bubbly little girl he knew before.
Injoong oppa was always the genius of the family. I am a genius in my own right, but Injoong always wanted to use his smarts to help the world become a better place. As a doctor, he is always helping others and saving lives. I envy him because he has become the complete opposite of me. We still get along, though he is cautious around me since I am no longer the sweet and bubbly little girl he knew before.
Second Elder Brother | 황찬성 Hwang Chansung | 23 | overprotective, dependable, gullible | alive
Chansung is the brawn in our family. Though he is part of the mafia family life, he does not have a head for business and so wasn't confident that he could take over the family and do our lineage justice. He promises to be my right hand when I take over the family and is a big supporter of my role as heir to the Hwang Family. He likes helping me train and sparring with me to keep me sharp.
Chansung is the brawn in our family. Though he is part of the mafia family life, he does not have a head for business and so wasn't confident that he could take over the family and do our lineage justice. He promises to be my right hand when I take over the family and is a big supporter of my role as heir to the Hwang Family. He likes helping me train and sparring with me to keep me sharp.
Younger Twin Brother | 황해윤 Hwang Haeyun | 22 | flamboyant, exuberant, charming | alive
Haeyun and I used to be the picture perfect image of twins. We were alike in both beauty and personality. Even being separated at 15, we were still close. When I was going through the most difficult period of my life, he was the one who snapped me out of my depression. He is the only person that truly understands me and how I feel. Haeyun is just someone that refuses to be shut out. Even if I hold everyone else at a distance, he breaks my hold and clings to me until he knows everything. Blame it on our twin bond, or whatever, but he won't ever let me make him feel like he's a stranger or that I'm the only person who is in pain. Because Haeyun feels my pain too, in some odd way.
Haeyun and I used to be the picture perfect image of twins. We were alike in both beauty and personality. Even being separated at 15, we were still close. When I was going through the most difficult period of my life, he was the one who snapped me out of my depression. He is the only person that truly understands me and how I feel. Haeyun is just someone that refuses to be shut out. Even if I hold everyone else at a distance, he breaks my hold and clings to me until he knows everything. Blame it on our twin bond, or whatever, but he won't ever let me make him feel like he's a stranger or that I'm the only person who is in pain. Because Haeyun feels my pain too, in some odd way.
Nephew | 황재인 Hwang Jaein | 6 | playful, flirtatious, energetic | alive
Jae-Jae is a light in my life. When I'm not with the gang or going to school/doing homework he is always there to distract me from any dark thoughts. He especially loves watching cartoons and coloring with me. Sometimes, when the weather is nice, he will make me roll around with him outside on the lawn as we play some silly game.
Jae-Jae is a light in my life. When I'm not with the gang or going to school/doing homework he is always there to distract me from any dark thoughts. He especially loves watching cartoons and coloring with me. Sometimes, when the weather is nice, he will make me roll around with him outside on the lawn as we play some silly game.
Husband | 三浦春馬 Miura Haruma | 21 (at age of death) / (would be) 23 | mellow, gentle, fun-loving | dead
Haru was always my balance, the person who made me feel stable, as I was for him. When either of us had a bad day we knew that we could just go to each other and be held without any judgements or questions. If we wanted to talk about our problems then we were free to, but for the most part what was important to us was just being together. We didn't even have to share words half the time to feel calm and loved in each other's presence. Without Haruma my emotions did a nosedive to the negative side.
Haru was always my balance, the person who made me feel stable, as I was for him. When either of us had a bad day we knew that we could just go to each other and be held without any judgements or questions. If we wanted to talk about our problems then we were free to, but for the most part what was important to us was just being together. We didn't even have to share words half the time to feel calm and loved in each other's presence. Without Haruma my emotions did a nosedive to the negative side.
Friends:
Mentor | 박산다라 Park Sandara | 28 | caring, level-headed, rational | alive
Dara is almost as close to me as Haeyun. Being the only person who knows about my background and the circumstances that lead to my taking over the gang, it is hard for me to hide things from her or try to shut her out. She was a good mentor and got me to open up to the other girls a lot, she also taught me a lot about myself; like how I wasn't as bad or emotionless as I thought I was. She always urges me to go back to the fun and childish person I was before, but I think she knows I'm a long ways away from being that person again.
Dara is almost as close to me as Haeyun. Being the only person who knows about my background and the circumstances that lead to my taking over the gang, it is hard for me to hide things from her or try to shut her out. She was a good mentor and got me to open up to the other girls a lot, she also taught me a lot about myself; like how I wasn't as bad or emotionless as I thought I was. She always urges me to go back to the fun and childish person I was before, but I think she knows I'm a long ways away from being that person again.
Takeru-kun has always been the mood maker of the group. When everyone was down he would crack a joke to lighten the mood. When others were fighting he played peacemaker. He is the type of person that gets along with pretty much everyone. With an outgoing personality, he had quite the number of friends in high school, however he was always loyal to our little close-knit group. He was especially close to Haru and was often the person I went to for advice on how to please Haru.
Best friend in high school | 浜尾京介 Hamao Kyousuke | 22 | playful, childish, loveable | alive
Mao was always the person making a fool of himself or going off exploring. Back in high school we used to get in all sorts of mischief. As the youngest members of our group, we always felt like we had to act just a little bit more childish than was expected. People even started calling us the Devil Twins because we were always causing trouble for our friends or our teachers. After Haruma died, Hamao has tried on various occasions to get me to go back to Japan to see him and to see Haruma's grave. But I think he understood why I couldn't go back. Why I can never go back.
Kanata and I can hardly be called friends. We've never really had an appropriate conversation, even back in high school when we saw each other everyday. He is quiet and rarely ever speaks, but when he does speak he usually has something cynical that none of us could refute or even reply to. I'm still not even sure how he became friends with such a bright group of boys. But none-the-less he was always with us.
Good Friend | 堀北 真希 Horikita Maki | 25 | tomboy-ish, gentle, coquettish | alive
Maki-san was always like an elder sister to me, even though I was jealous of her relationship with Haruma for the longest time. She has a whimsical way about her that a lot of people love. She can be quite the flirt too, though I suspect she doesn't even realize it. People often misunderstand her because of that. After getting over my jealousy, I found out that she was a really kind person and we became good friends after that.
Rival:
As the son of the man who had my husband killed, I loath Terada Takuya. I will admit that when I first met him I had nothing against him; back before the whole ordeal that changed my life. I knew that Terada and Miura were enemies, but Takuya didn't really seem like a bad person. We talked quite a bit and were 'escape' buddies of sorts. When we wanted to see each other we would escape from the house and meet up at a coffee shop to talk. Our relationship had been very causal. However, after Haruma died, I came to hate Takuya. Even though during the time we were friends I never told him who I really was, I still felt like his family killing the people of my family was a direct betrayal of our friendship and I cut off all contact with him when I moved back to Korea.
☠ I Got A Boy!
Love Interest: 장동우 Jang Dongwoo
Personality:
Dongwoo isn't the type you would normally think to be in a gang. He is kind, considerate, and attentive toward his friends and even strangers. He is reliable, though he acts like a goofball most of the time. Dongwoo has a crazy and random sort of personality, which causes him to say off the wall things or make odd suggestions that nobody agrees with. Because of his silly and playful personality he is always smiling. His bright and gummy smile always brings a smile to others as well. He is optimistic, being able to see the brighter side of any situation. With an energetic and happy person like Dongwoo, you can almost bet that there is something else behind that smile. Dongwoo has a bright smile because he hides a lot of his pain. He is sensitive and actually cries easily. He is also very forgiving, and even if someone wrongs him he will let it go. It's almost hard to imagine someone as nice and humorous as Dongwoo being a gangster. It makes me wonder how he came to be part of this life.
Backup: 남우현 Nam Woohyun
Personality:
Woohyun comes off as being sly and having a greasy personality. People think he is self-confident, conceited, and a playboy. He often brags about his personal accomplishments or about how girls just love him; not that the latter is a lie. He is charming, so even though he can be annoyingly arrogant and cocky, people ignore his short comings. Woohyun is actually a kind and friendly person. He's good natured and actually cares a lot more about his friends and loved ones than he lets on. I think he doesn't let others see the good side of him so that they don't mistake him for being weak.
Interaction:
›› Dongwoo: At first I was rather surprised by Dongwoo's personality. I just couldn't understand how someone like him could become part of such a rough life as being in a gang. But, after just accepting things as they are, I found his presence rather enjoyable; not that I would ever tell him or express such notions. He is easy to be around and often brightens everyone's mood. Dongwoo likes paying special attention to me since I don't outwardly appear to find him funny. I think he finds me to be a challenge.
›› Woohyun: The first time I met Woohyun, he came off as a cocky punk. I really just wanted to punch him in the face, if anything that wipe that arrogant look off his face. After a while, I realized that Woohyun is just one of those people that you have to get used to. Though we bicker a lot, I can't really say we are hostile toward one another or on bad terms.
☠ Unbreakable
Position: The Leader
Back up: The Quiet One
Speciality:
›› Fighting; mostly hand to hand combat, but I've also been trained to use swords, knives and guns.
☠ Goodbye
No more pain... Goodbye, goodbye.
Comments/Questions/Concerns:
First, I know I wrote a novel for my character's background (part of what took me so long to finish the application @_@), so if you don't want to read it all, just let me know and I will give you a short rundown of all the important parts XD. Anyway, I really hope you like my character! I re-wrote pretty much 80% of this character (I didn't re-write parts of the likes, dislikes, hobbies, and trivia, I just added some things and took some things out XD) so it took me longer than I expected to finish this application. If you have any issues let me know ^^. I also wrote this application under the assumption that the love interests are supposed to be part of another gang, so if that isn't the case then just tell me and I'll change it :3. And sorry if it seems a bit presumptuous of me to sort of make the girls part of my character's mafia family. I just thought it might make more sense pertaining to my character. And if it wasn't clear (which I'm sure it isn't), I was trying to hint that the girls rising in the ranks of the gangs is how they prove themselves worthy of being considered part of the mafia.
Scene Request:
›› Flashback scenes or nightmares about Haruma.
›› Aerin and her love interest meeting for the first time; I was thinking that their gangs could be rivals, or even better that their gang was working with the Terada Yakuza family.
›› Aerin and Takuya seeing each other for the first time in two years; note: he would call her 'Ai' since thats what he thinks her name is.
›› Haruma's not dead; I just want to point out that she never saw his body. Anyway, I think that it would be likely for Haruma to have made a deal with her dad because he knew that Aerin wouldn't let him get revenge on his own, and he didn't want to put her in any more danger.
Sacrifice of You In Story: Sure; if anyone should go, it should be the leader, right?
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