(I would show pics if I had any in this device.)

I don't know if I'm being delusional or I kept hearing people insulting my looks. In the past two months just to name a few:

• The first time: Someone told me I look like I'm in my mid-20s when my actual age is 15. 
• Second time: I overheard a group of guys saying I looked disgusting, whenever I smile I have a lot of wrinkles showing (didn't even know I had wrinkles except smile wrinkles because I smile a lot.) The only reason I actually listened was because I heard them say 'the one over there with the glasses.' I was the only one wearing glasses in that class and I sat only two desks away.
• Third: Someone told me I looked like shrek.

No one ever called me pretty. It happens rarely.If it was about my face, compliments are about how much I look like a woman instead of a kid(somewhat like the first bullet.) It happened since I was like 10 i guess. My two close friends are the ones that get all those 'Beautiful' compliments and I'm just like 'Hey, this is awkward. Why are people ignoring me?'

Nowadays, I think I look like how these people described I am. Before I thought I was decent looking. I feel a bit insecure and tried to take good skin care and facial massages, but I guess it wasn't working.

I am what's called a butter face. My body is what people pay attention most. I have that 5:3:2 leg ratio. My body is a bit like Tiffany's. Short torso and long legs. A bit embarrased about talking about the chest area.

The reason I'm panicking about this is because I'm moving to a new school. People already know who I am and how I act. In this school year, I was liked for my quiet personality and my brilliance. To be honest, i wasn't really smart but because of the stereotype of asians being smart. 

I've seen people in that school and they're not the nicest of people. Unlike my old school where everyone's friendly to each other, they were divided into cliques.I 'm afraid of people's impressions  of me.

When I'm actually enjoying my old school and I was finally getting noticed, I just had to move to a new school. This isn't really about how I looked but how I will make friends. I am very quiet (people say I'm funny but I never know why. It's like Lay's  scenario).

I have a lot of problems this year.