I Need Help

I NEED YOUR HELP!

My boy best friend just decided to tell me the truth after lying to me for 3 freaking whole months.

If I call this dude anything unusual, then I'm talking about the dude I'm talking about.

So lets go back into the past....

So this worm that I'm talking about was a new student. The teacher just had to move this elephant into the seat next to mine even though there were other empty chairs also. I was this teacher's favorite student, by the way. The teacher decided to do that so that I could teach this raccoon how to do things around here.

So a few days after I met the turd, I became best friends with him. A few days after that, I recieved a note from him after he had just walked me to class. I read it and it said:

 

Dear ______,

(Don't want to put my real name out there)

I really like you. Remember that time when you asked me what you remember me of and when my answer was a dog? I lied. My real answer was the sunset since you are so beautiful like the sunset. Do you fell the same?

 

Yeah, he said something like that. By the way, do you see the last sentence? It say "fell" instead of "feel" doesn't it? Yep.

The guy actually put that in the note. Haha. Anyway, I kept lying to him sometimes telling him that I hadn't read the note yet until I actually told him the truth after like 3 days. I didn't answer him until school ended.

So now it's summer. My girl best friend decided to give him my number without my permission, but she was lucky that I let that slide. Everything with the ugly was fine until the day 6/18/13. The pig and my girl best friend were texting me at the same time.

My girl best friend sent me quite a text message. She said that she had a message for me. It said that the ape didn't want to ask me out and that he said it was his friend that liked me. I didn't really believe her until I pretended that I was actually threating her to tell me if she was lying and she said "nope I swear".

So back up a little bit....

The sausage and I were texting. I was pretending that I was crazy, I am by the way. I was drunk with coke and skittles okay! So anyway, he got mixed up with the people he was texting.

That was when I found out that he had been lying to me. So when he said sorry, I called him a jerk. He was being as stupid as my sister and said "I'm not a jerk but I like pie". My friends are not kpop friends, by the way.

I know. Sad right?. Anyway, I called him a freaking meanie jerk who lies. I don't say swear words, by the way.

Then he asked me what I was talking about. Then I said this:

"YOU COULD AT LEAST BE HOENST WITH ME ABOUT BEING HONEST WITH ME! I WOULDN'T BE LIKE THIS IF YOU WOULD HAVE TOLD THE TRUTH!"

Then he said:

"I'm confused"

Then I said:

"Sure you are"

Then he suddenly said that his head hurts like a whiny little baby. Well I have to admit that I kind of do that too but not in a situation like this! Anyway, I said:

"WELL MY HEART HURTS FROM ALL THE LIES! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I CRY THROUGHOUT ONE WHOLE DAY!?! MORE THAN LIKE FIFTY THOUSAND TEARS! YOU SHOULD BE THANKFUL I'M FINALLY TELLING THE TRUTH! UNLIKE YOU WHO TELLS LIES!"

Honestly, I do have lots of love trouble and all that. Anyway, he said again that he was confused. Then I said:

"TELL ME WHAT YOU FREAKING HAVE TO SAY!"

"I don't know" he said. Then I said:

"Liar. You are a liar. Period."

Then he asks if he can be honest. Like what the hell man? I then told him that I want him to be honest. Then the truth came out:

"Okay. The note. That note was from somebody else. He moved so I thought I could say i like you. But I felt back and asked your girl best friend to tell you that. the thought if would have an effect on our friendship. And did. And I didn't have the guts to tell you that. I'm sorry. There is the truth. I'm sorry."

I didn't reply afterwards. Then he sent these:

"I understand that you won't talk to me"

"Are we still friends?"

"Sorry"

"Gotta go"

"Hello"

"You ok?"

Then I finally replied.

"Look, you could've just been honest with me!" "Why'd you have to lie to me in the first place?"

Then he said:

'I'm sorry"

Then I said:

"I would forgive you, but I don't think I'm ready to. I just need some time. But you really had to lie to me? The last the you should do is lie to a girl especially me!"

Then he said:

"I feel bad. I didn't mean to. I feel like I should not speak to you becuase I don't want to hurt you. Hopefully we could still be friends"

Then I said:

"You really did hurt me this time boy best friend. I'll forgive you someday and I'll let you knkow. But that someday isn't today."

Then the last thing he said was:

"Okay"

 

So, what do you guys think? This is actually a real story. It happened on the same day this happened. This is my reality story. I need advice and/or opinions on what I should do next. PLEASE I'M BEGGING YOU!

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CruelLove
#1
/sobs uncontrollably/ This is so sad! Just don't give up!
TearsOfLove
#2
Well, that dude is a jerk! Don't give up! I don't have any advice so I'm sorry! Fighting~!
HisBrokenHeart
#3
Aw~! You'll find someone! I feel so bad for you! I'm afraid I don't have any good advice for you, though. If it helps you, just don't give up hope! Fighting~!