So, I was supposed to write this on Sunday night but I've been putting it off until now so I could have an excuse to finish reading "Then Came You." And really, I should have done it then but I'm really such a fail and a procrastinator that I didn't. And those traits are why I'm here, now, apologizing to each and every one of my subscirbers.

Having all of my subscribers has been amazing and having people read my writing and like it is something I never thought I would get to experience. But, alas, amazing dreams always end.

Currently, in school, I am neglecting all of my responsibilities. The prime reason for this is because I spend the time I should be doing homework on reading fanfictions. I always get my homework done, but at the end of the year, most of what I have to do it projects. I have at least 3 projects I have neglected to begin that have already passed their due dates. In reality, this is what your author-nim is: someone who really needs to get passed her fanfiction addiction and become more responsible and trustworthy.

Frankly, right now, I'm wicked disappointed in myself. I don't know how I let my responsibilities slip this far away and I really need to get a grip on reality. I'm just living in a dream world where fanfictions and kdramas rule and the school work I have to do to pass is nonexistent. And that is not reality.

Summer vacation is three weeks away. In that time, I really have to try harder and not get side-tracked in this wonderful fantasy world. So, I am preparing to do something I haven't done since January 30th of this year; I am going to log out of my account.

I am sorry to all of my subscribers to Mistake or Fate? and Insane Innocence and Intense Insomnia. I probably won't update for a long time, on top of the time I've already been neglecting updating in favor of spending the sick days I've had, laying in my bed and watching TV all day. I haven't done anything productive in so long that I think my ability to do so is vanishing. Seriously, my sttention span for homework is about 6 minutes right now. I can't go longer than that without getting sidetracked, when I used to be able to do homework with a dedicated mind for hours on end.

Where does this leave us? I'm really not sure. I know some people might end up unsubscribing after I post this, which will, of course, make me sad, but it's unavoidable, because I seriously understand if no one wants to wait for me to get my life together.

So here I am, closing this chapter of my life so I can go and open a nonfiction book and maybe come back to this in time. 

My plan for the future? Well, I plan on finishing the weeks of school I have left without too many distractions. My iPad got busted so I have to leave it for fixing and that eliminates my main distraction. After that? Well, I would say I will update on the 28th because that is the last day of school. But I will probably spend it eating pizza with my steadily growing group of kind-of friends. So, the 29th is the closest time I can update. The first day of summer vacation.

This summer will be one of the busiest of my life. I will try to update biweekly for each of my fanfictions which will take time. Yolochinchins eonnie and I are going to begin working on a collab-fic and I'm really looking forward to sharing that with everyone. Also, in July is Camp Nanowrimo, which I am participating in with my bff. We will go to the library every day and write and write. Seriously, I will be doing SO MUCH writing, I probably won't be able to write anything creative once school starts again. My word count goal for the Nanowrimo I'm writing (if I write the story I'm thinking of) is 100,000 words. It's like a full novel, even more than my 52,000 words last November. It will probably be a Hunhan fic, if anyone is interested, and I will post it to AFF.

This is when my life takes a turning point. It's the last year of middle school before I join the big bad high schoolers and I'm a little apprehensive. I have a long summer and a grueling few weeks before then which I have to survive.

Thank you to everyone who took the time to read this, and everyone who understands and is going to remain subscribed because they're the nicest person ever.

I LOVE YOU ALL SO SO MUCH <3333333333333333

And I am really sorry. I hope to see you in three weeks.

-DAndEagerRivalry out >3< *belly flops*

p.s. If you wanna, please check out my tumblr. I will try to write a couple things there while I'm logged out here. I'll tell you how my life in the real world is working out.

Also, plese comment if there's anything you wanna say or whatever. I can read it when I return.

THANK YOU TO MY 60 SUBSCRIBERS FOR m/f? AND MY 83 SUBSCRIBERS FOR iv. I NEVER EXPECTED SO MANY OF YOU SUPPORTIVE AND AMAZING PEOPLE! YOU ARE THE ANSWERS TO ALL MY PRAYERS!!