I have to admit this.. My forever bias on 2PM is still the big maknae, Chansung but since the middle of 2012, I fall in love with Kim Junsu, the oldest in 2PM.

I'm only a human, no? It's only natural to be attracted to someone who's a good singer since I'm a soprano (yes, I'm an active member of a choir in my college) and I think I can relate to him as fellow singers..

Then I came with this idea, with the basic idea from the Lazarus machine from Casper's movie. You know, the machine that could bring dead people alive but then it works for Casper for only some times in the movie. I always love the idea of that machine. I don't remember exactly how I came up with the idea of The Lazarus that I make.. It just sounds like a good idea. I used to always read and write about Chansung, so I tried to write a great story for Junsu and I hope it turn out good eventhough I don't have such high expectations x)

And then this guy decided to change his name to Kim Minjun.. I remember I had this idea by the end of 2012 upon my own experience. Well, not about I could see that my beloved ones would die in certain way and when.. It's basically about my life as singer, right? See how I only picture my choir life and not my life as regular daehaksaeng (college student)? And I included my experience during the upgrade of my choir on November 2012. Minjun here, is actually the representation of a friend I dearly love in real life. He's a great, witty guy from Tenor.

Don't get me wrong.. It's not that I see he'd die some time soon (OMG OMG OMG~~ Nooo T^T jangan sampeee~ hiks..) but my heart used to be flattered from his attention. We initially close since the first semester of my college period but we don't see each other as frequent on the next semester and God probably playing with me or something, because from the third semester, I would have one class with him EVERY SINGLE DAY along 3rd semester. It's like God knows I miss him :') and by that time, I'm jealous for all my girl friends who's close to him. It doesn't make any sense ==;; I shouldn't feel like that. Seriously. It's because he's a really gentle guy and he treats all his close girl friends great. Girls, he's a husband material, lemme tell you that x) Even my Mom love him and she took him as her own son x) LOL my Momzy~

I misinterpret the whole closure but I believe I've gotten over it. He got a new girlfriend now and he even introduce me to her. He's a great guy, don't misunderstood this, but it's simply because he never know that my heart used to flatter for him x) He really is a gentle guy and Puspa (his new GF) is sooo lucky and I hope she doesn't waste all things he gave her ^^ There's not even enough space to tell you all about him and how great he is. Trust me, he's a nice guy and it's not that I'm super jealous that I write a story about him die.

Nor I want Minjun to die because he's the representation of my boy :(

And tonight I came to say that I'm sorry to 'kill' Minjun in such way :'( I'm super sorry to all Jun. K stand..

I'm also his huge fan, so once again, don't get me wrong, yeoreobundeul T^T It's actually hard to write this and I've stopped writing for some times because my heart just can't.. By the early 2013, probably around February, I started writing on the next chapter and finally get a grip of myself.

I don't directly upload a chapter after I finish the chapter on my laptop. I'm afraid I can't post regularly because I have pretty much a lot of things to do lately. I don't want to disappoint whoever have subscribe to the story :( I've wrote 6 chapters so far, and I'll try to post regularly after this ^^

Okay. That's all I need to say :)

Hope ya'll understand this and not leaving me negative responses as the story goes :(

Sincerely...

Erin ^^