Went bad today.

Am 400 calories over my limit. Feel like .

My brother is eating pizza and I'm starving. I wanna go binge but If I do I'll be sad again.

I am so messed up.

Wah I want food!!!!

But I want to be thin.

Hm...

:/

Kinda given up on this silly website for the moment. I can't live on 1200 calories. Ah. I can't.

I am gonna eat peanutbutter toast, enjoy it, and get mad at myself tomorrow. I'll get there, I don't care how.

Just not right now.

Wish my luck.

Suggestions are good.