am I the only one that keeps thinking of the things I could have written, but I didn't?

and it's just.. ugh, no. 

I also have this huge problem with reading what I write, am I the only one? It's worse with .

Sometimes I think, is it wrong that I always reply to every comment? -- or most of it, anyways. Because so many don't, and I dunno, is it wrong?

How come my stories have more comments than subs??? NOT THAT I'M MAD WITH IT OK, HAHA NO. THANK YOU FOR BEING SO RESPONSIVE.

And, the worst of it all: every single ing thing I write, it's behind a music, a quote, a scenery. Nothing is completely mine, y'know. I always have some kind of inspiration. It's pretty stupid. 

Most of my friends can write without something to go along.

BTW, am I the only that write without giving two s to what is going to happen, what's going on?

I just.. write.

It's pretty much like the muses keep talking to me and I have to write, if I don't, it's like the moment passed. Like I lost that memory. It's pretty much like real life, I either do it now, or later. And it flows like a memory, like somehow it's truth, like Desmond's bleeding effect. It just flows out naturally. 

That's why I can't write "Weekend off, happens" anymore, the memory's lost, kind of.