heyheyhey anybody into tolkien's middle earth and all?

my family got me hooked onto it when it came out the dvd, 2004? or something?? I had forgoten bout it even though i participated on various of those rpgs and yadda yadda

then the hobbit cames out and even if bilbo is nothing like martin freeman, i'm totally in love with it. It's just so much sweeter than LOTR, you can feel the surroudings and all the magic, beauty and danger from the middle earth and i think it's wonderful. The slower pace is much, much better than the we-gotta-save-the-world and saruman-is-a-big-ing- of LOTR

saruman is still an

but i think thranduil is almost beating him in the douchery.

anyho. I really wanted to write/read something the hobbit-inspired. Thought i'd try with SJ but i can't get the feeling (i tried to get some help of a friend but shes an and hates medieval things, meh)??? So then i thought what about exo and both baekhyun and kyung could make such wonderful movie!bilbos... 

but anywhere i go i can only picture that they'll probably die at the end?? if it follows the hobbit, that is

it hurts.

oh no

it hurrts

OH, HAPPY NEW YEAR FOLK! U GUYS ARE AWESOME, RLY RAD PPL. 

hope most of you enjoyed the smtweek, and had a very good christmas, or at least a relatively good one. 

This year was so wonderful for me.. I got into writing, reading, breathing so much new things, i sang to my whole school, stood up for my opinions even if half of my family sees them as wrong, and i made so many new friends -- and learnt even more.

I think i've found my courage, and a stable place to be, and reliable friends i don't think i'll ever forget. I think i've found what i wanted, and i hope i won't change once again, i like this so much -- k-pop, lotr, history -- i don't wanna change. i think i've matured up enough for now, i wish i could stay like this forever.