People said I'm lucky, though to me, I find them to be lucky, since they know what IT actually means.

For the ones that might don't know what I wanted to talk about OR what's actually bothering me, refer back to this.

Remember?

I don't understand anything at all, maybe my life was just fated to be such a cliche drama.

/sighs

Anyway, here's my continuation of story:

Both of us still remained the same though. Thankfully. We finished homework together (but not really since I'm smarter than him LOL - and asked me to be his tutor instead) And blahblah best friends would do. We just get along very easy with together though, so happy as best friends.

But fate takes a turn, which doesn't really rip us up quite much though.

He transferred to another school, and so do I. It was quite hurt that you can't just simply meet the eyes of the one you trust the most, the one that you loved the most (as a friend) and both of us just bid farewell just like that. I don't if it's just me, but I could still remember his glum face when he waved goodbye to me. And he gave me a bar chocolate and forced to me to finish it no matter what (he's such a jerk sometimes).

So then, I guess that's the end, isn't it?

Or maybe not.

To be truthful, both us friends without the know of our parents, our family, which also meant I don't know who are his sisters (he has two sisters, since he rants about them - ONCE), how does his parents look like and vice versa. 

And haha, yes, both of us don't have each other's phone numbers. Since both of us not really into such things. Except that both of us chat on Facebook, and I guess that's enough for us to contact each other.

Well, he transferred into a boarding school (he got home almost the WHOLE end of the week) while I... well, I got an offer to a boarding school too, but since I'm a little lazy head and undisciplined person so I chose not to. I don't even find the difference of going to a daily school and boarding school, though. I guess it's the same thing, isn't it? Except that you study a whole lot more in boarding school, which disturbs me. I can't live with such an atmosphere.

So, both of us never met each other, up until now.

I wonder what actually happens to him right now, I hope he's okay.

But then again, I just discovered something, by a few months in that school.

That time I was helping a teacher arrange the files of the students, and as I was arranging, there's a picture of a girl. (I'm in a Girls' School anyway)

And I don't even know, I had this instict to check on her profile.

Her father's name.

Same as F's.

I got goosebumps.

I opened her profile - her siblings' name.

She had three siblings - 

The first - her sister, the second - her, while the third-

F's name.

She is his sister.

She is F's sister.

I'm studying in the same school with her sister.

Oh wow. I never expect that for like once.

Up until now, I always walk and met her, but I was kind of afraid to ask her about F, since my old friends that teased me in this studied in the same school, I'm embarassed though. My friends were like a bunch of chatterbox that they could spill out secrets (especially mine /sobs) anytime to anywho. 

So then, I don't what's going to happen. To my future.

Maybe I should just let it go?

Honestly, I wished that I could turn back time to be little kid - so that I could ask my parents, "What is love?"

But if I do, I'm 100% sure that I'll be scolded in no time.

But honestly, guys:

What is love, actually?

How do you know that it's love?

Tell me, I beg you. Because I really don't know what it actually is.

Please, tell me.

While then, I met this song.

I don't know. I felt that there's a tick moved between my heart.

I think I missed him.

*sorry, if you find my grammar disturbing, i don't want to check