Sitting here in complete darkness

No light shines

The night is quiet and still 

The moon and stars are shining brightly above me 

A time when everyone is asleep

The smile that was there in the morning disappears

Thoughts appear in my mind

The thoughts of you being with another girl

My heart hurts, it aches and longs for you

Like a delusional fan, I wish for nothing more than to be yours

But we both know that it's just a crazy thought

The person that I am, you will never be able to accept

A person who lives miles apart from you

A person who does not speak your language

A person who does not look perfect in any way

Would you accept a person like me?

I'm selfish aren't I? Wanting you all to myself

The person who was once a sweet dream,

Has now become a beautiful nightmare to haunt me

You're still there...when I close my eyes...

Never leaving my mind