It kills me to know that someone I'm jealous my classmate that once used to be my friend. She obsesses over my {which is also her} bias and she's way prettier than me. Ottuke? Can u give me some advice?

Cuz we don't talk..  and today I told my closest friends cuz it's one of my biggest secrets.

Here's the story:

Her name is Annie. Bias is Baekhyun. She was my friend when we were little. But she took a turn in her life when she wanted to hang with the 'populars'.  She left my friends and I alone and over the years I can sense she doesn't really like me. I don't know why though.

Probably cuz she just hates me. *sigh*  Well ya. It's been like that for the past few years.

I'm jealous of her now. And you all know what jealousy leads to! She's tall, pretty long black hair with a little brown dyed into the edges, and fair skin.

She has the prettiest dresses and .. basically she's flawless. And it just makes me look ugly. She expresses everything about Kpop easily as I'm shy.

Flawless. 

Now I hate myself.

What else? She's smart and pretty. I'm badas* and never do my homework. The teachers hate me and pick on me. Everybody hates me. I'm a loner except for my loyal friends..

Thanks c:

      ღ  If you have any advice can you please help?ღ                                            § Sincerely ExoandCookies