anterograde tomorrow...

 

Damn it, I rarely get moved by words, but this!!!!

Sorry. This is a bit late. I know everyone's been raving about it

but...

:'(

I'm so deeply affected by this mere work of fiction.

Laughing at every funny group of words when I see them

Crying most of the time... and still I can't stop.

You know...

That feeling when you just want to forget

while others are trying to remember.

It's when you're wishing to let go and give up

while others are holding on.

Wishing to die in the middle of some hardship

while other strive to live on.

Trying hard to be strong in the midst of losing

even if there isn't anything left to give,

even if it's hopeless.

It speaks of the importance of memories no matter how bitter they are.

Admit it. If you want to forget something, you don't want to forget it entirely.

There are fragments of those memories you'd always want to have at arm's reach even if they remind you of bad things...things you regret.

It's about hoping.

It's about losing yet not wanting to forget how it was like before that, losing yet wanting to be reminded.

It speaks of the perfect coordination of the heart and mind, how the other could never function well without the other...

It speaks of holding on and not giving up, giving more and walking the extra mile for something that we deem worth it.

Thank you to the writer...

 

wanna read?

here

http://changdictator.livejournal.com/3484.html

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TheChickWithThePlan
#1
OMG the first time Jongin said "I love you"

The tears man the freaking tears. I just couldn't

and Kyungsoo was all "Don't. Just tell me that you'll see me tomorrow."

I just can't somebody please. I was crying my eyes out for like weeks. I still cry about it anyways but the first time I read it was like...three days ago and the tumblr fangirls did not exaggerate when they said that it "PULLED THEIR OVARIES APART".

I just cannot anymore. What is air.

I loose my mind. Norul...something something Baekhyun :'(
ehminnie_18
#2
OMG SEE?! I TOLD YAAAAAAA IT'S A VERY NICE FIC ;~~~~;
yeolchans
#3
Omg that story really tugged at my heart strings, left such a deep impression and scarred my heart. Dont worry, i only recently read it and everytime a quote appears on my tumblr dashboard, i break into a cry. So amazing i dont know how the author has managed to leave such an imprint and now youu ughh
/mental breakdown
TaeminIsBigHeart
#4
what's the name of the fanfic?