warning: this is not a fan account, just a post which lacks of incoherency. blame a certain guy named kim jaeseop.

so today i went to u-kiss fan party. i bought the cheapest section with cheaper price via a certain fanbase of a local boyband, but that didn't matter. what mattered was i got to see kim jaeseop and i could be happy.

the queue was hella long but it was nothing compared to sm town concert (WHO ARE YOU KIDDING), and i got seat that was far from the stage and there was an empty space on the right side to our seat (i went with 2 friends). my area was relatively empty because people thought that u-kiss members couldn't see us. AJ's hair is blonde right now and he was ing handsome i cannot. after some games, the stadium lamps were off, and after a few minutes something at the right of my seat.

AND AJ SHOWED UP FROM THE EMPTY SPACE NEAR MY SEAT. AJ. KIM ING JAESEOP. I LOST MY MIND.

i literally lost my mind that i jumped near the space (which was actually a mini stage, I REALIZED JUST AT THAT MOMENT) and held my ipad, which i turned to be LED screen for AJ, and kept showing it to him.

AJ IN LESS THAN ONE METER. HE PERFORMED 'OBSESSION' WITH KISEOP WHO STOOD ON THE MAIN STAGE BUT WHO WAS HE AT THAT MOMENT. AJ WAS ALL I SAW. REPEAT, A ING J IN LESS THAN ONE METER. HE IS MY BIAS AND I COULD SEE HIM IN CLOSE PROXIMITY. I COULD LITERALLY SEE HIS NOT-SO-FLAWLESS FACE OH MY GOODNESS.

after they finished their performance and after duet of kevin and soohyun, they got some ment time. AJ said, "the song we just performed was 'Obsession' and i showed up from...  there!" HE TURNED TO MY AREA AND HE IMMEDIATELY SAW ME. BECAUSE I HELD HIS LED BANNER. HE SAW MY IPAD. HE SAW ME. HE POINTED AT ME. I COULD DIE ON THE SPOT AND I WOULD REGRET NOTHING.

the rest of the event was blur and i could only see AJ now. but, kiseop is ing handsome. he is way more handsome in real life and cameras don't do justice. all of them were actually really fine, but...

...BUT JAESEOP AND KISEOP ARE NOT HUMAN. THEY ARE CREATURES WHOSE BEAUTY CANNOT BE EXPLAINED AND ELABORATED. END OF STORY.