Okay, remember in my previous blog posts I said something about two guys liking me right? Apparently I found myself falling for one of them. He's not really that smart nor good looking. His personality and attitude isn't all that good either. He's nice when he wants to be nice. Anyway, the point is, do I really like him or just happy that someone really appreciate me for who I am..I'm confused :(  let me describe a situation, he posted some images and stuffs in ig and I saw the images were with some female classmates. He even took a picture with a girl he used to like and when he posted it, she commented how ugly she was. He then replied how dare you call yourself ugly? I felt..well...a little jealous. All of us were in school and yeah..I know this is a small matter but it has been bothering me ever since the day I rejected his propose to me..I'm still muddled and stuff like that. I get jealous when other girls talk to him..before the days he told me he likes me, we talked like 24/7 nonstop. But after he proposed, we didn't talk at all after that. Even I couldn't look at him in the eye. He said he likes me but he's making it look like he's back to his first crush(which is my friend too). I don't get him, is he trying to make me jealous or I'm just overboard with his and my feelings.

Gosh.

I have exams on the 16th and I haven't even started studying yet ㅠㅠ bye guys c: I will try to update my fanfics and I apologize for taking such a long time to update. It's because I usually type it out on a Sat and post it on the same day or Sun. Sometimes I have writer's block.

so can you guys tell me if I'm overreacted or just I'm paranoid or I'm just silly..