I want to cry.

Today is a bad day.

Do you all have those moments where everything is just wrong? Nothing is going your way. It's a regular day, the moon is gleaming. Everything is bright and lively, except you.

Living is not really living anymore. I don't know. This is like a living hell. And what's painful is that you can't even speak to anyone about it. NO ONE.

Because no one can understand even if they try.

Sadly.... no one even tries.

I try to think positively, because I know others out there have it worse than me. But of course, I have my moments.

The only wish I have right now? To wake up one day to a NORMAL life. I missed it so much. Sometimes when I listen to music that takes me back in time.. I get all emotional. All the happiness comes smacking me right in my feels. Even if it's temporary, it's okay. At least I know it still exists.

I just need to find it again.

Till then, I just need to fight these monsters alone.