Day 1: Your current relationship. If single, discuss how single life is

Ok, sad truth be told.... I'm single...

I didn't really mind when I was in primary since I have all these crazy friends with me that I can spazz with and I had this boy I had a huge crush on.... But once I started high school for a few weeks I started to get conscious of myself.... I mean yeah I had great friends, but they just don't make me feel like that one person....if you know what I mean.

When in primary I at least have friends that treated me really nice and I had my very own bestie that I could always rely on. But you guys know highschool, not much people gets a true friend...especially with all these packed schedule in your life. I watched alot of romance dramas these days and I am starting to feel very self-conscious about my looks, personality and stuff that attracts boys.

Shamefully, I sometimes imagine some very sweet scenes in the dramas happening to me someday... I want to be a special girl to someone as well...not to my family and all my primary friends are beautiful people, I swear if they want a boy BAM next thing you know they are walking side by side happily. I want someone to tell me I'm beautiful the way I am or I'm the life of them....I know I'm really corny, but I really want to meet someone that will say those things to me...

I'm happy when my friends say those things to me, but you just seriously get a different feeling when a boy says that to you, especially the boy you like/love. I know I might be young and shizz like that but I have my own needs and support from someone that cares for me deeply :P(no dirty thoughts plzz)

Mianhae for ranting of about myself getting a bf..... and Tasi wasi aka KimHyeIn you are freaking beautiful don't doubt your charisma and out-going personality!! You are beautiful and a freaking nice body people will die for.... Boys should be falling in love with you one by one, they will be blind if they don't.... Love Ya all <3

P.S: I sometimes get jealous when I see young couples walking pass holding hands and sweet talking to each other....shameful...I know