Stuck In Time

by turtlepanda22

I can't go back.

The time machine won't allow me to return to the past. 

i wanted to smile again,

be happy again,

return to the good times,

with him.

Nonsense, that dream is impossible.

The time machine won't allow it,

it's wires and gears all rusting away.

Now, all I can do is sit,

and watch from afar,

then pretend we are mere strangers,

that never had a past together.

I regret it all,

but mostly i regret the friendship I lost,

the smiles, 

the happiness,

and the good times,

with him.

Regret filled me,

I can't go back.

gah i feel pretty crappy, nd i guess the poem bluntly explains why :/ i thought i was strong...nd i could ignore the reality...i always have and it made everything feel better...but i faced it today...i realized im too weak...and it hurts.