poetry & dark thoughts ;;

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The link above is a link to a poem I just wrote. It may be slightly disturbing for those who aren't really exposed to depression-related topics, so I just wanted to caution you >.<

I've been having really dark thoughts lately, and it bothers me. I've been changing so much, it's like...I don't even know. I feel like I can't find a friend in anyone anymore, because once I think I accept them, I look at thier imperfections and I find myself not liking them for a while because of that tiny imperfection. It's horrile because I judge people way too much, when I'm the one who's horrible. It's just so...ugh, I don't even know.

But well, there's a derpy poem of mine XD I just typed and wrote and I'm too lazy to spell-check so yeah haha

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invicarious #1 Apr 23, 2013 16:28:34

I just like started sobbing as soon as I finished that poem. Ugh, Alex, my feels for that. Let me just go cry in my depression now.

Sparrownat97 #2 Apr 23, 2013 02:07:51

I like the poem, it's something I can sort of relate to. I also understand how you might feel like a horrible person just from being judgmental, so if you need anyone to talk to, I'm here. I also agree with you about how it's hard to find a friend in others because of the little faults they have. :3