wow, it has been SO long since i have been on aff. a lot of things have changed since when i first started and where i am now, and honestly it is pretty overwhelming haha. it's funny becuse i’m remembering 12 year old me making an account on the simplistic, grey aff under "shineelovah4evah" which later changed to "kpoplovah4evah" and now to "chansikai" haha. man, time is flying really fast and i’m just here like ah??? eh?? ? but wowow things have changed. but going onwards from the past, i’m starting to want to get back into writing and all of that junk, so there will possibly new things? yeah, just maybe haha. BUT WHAT I WANTED TO TOUCH MOST IS...

well for those who see this and remember me spam posting all about B1A4 and wanting to meet them and all of that suPer o god junk, I FINALLY SAW AND MET B1A4 on 141011 during their concert in sf! i had vip and i also got to touch their hands wA. i’m getting all emotional because of how before i would be all one day i’m going to see them and HEY IT ACTUALLY HAPPENED AND TBH I STILL CANT BELIEVE IT. just know that i literally bawled throughout the whole concert and i broke down on the floor after i touched their hands.

well i don’t really know what else to say but.. i’m back! :) 

edit: omg tomorrow is my 4th anniversary on aff. i feel so old wth HAHA