Why must you do this to me....I'm dying inside....*Sobs*

"Miracles only happen i you believe in miracles" - Paulo Coelho.

It's not always a miracle I need, but luck.

It may be a miracle to have you with me right now but, it's not always going to happen right?

I need to know if you would feel the same way about me.

If you would feel the same I would love that.

I wouldn't forget about about our friendship, I would remember that you would always be there when i needed a shoulder to lean on.

It was a good experience to learn something new from you.

If I had the choice to date you, I would take that chance and use it very well.

When I first saw you in my sight I couldn't stop watching what you did.

wither you noticed or not, I would still adore how you smiled.

It didn't matter if you seen me watching you or not, if you could feel my love radiating off of me than my job was done.

I would do anything in this world to go out with you.

I told you I liked you, and I found out you liked me too.

But, it's sad we can't talk anymore.

I'm sorry for what I did wrong.

I'm sorry for everything.

I'm not the greatest but, I do try my best.

I can't help but think of you every time I do something that we did together.

It makes me sad that we aren't talking anymore.

I wish to return everything I had taken from you, pay you back all the money that was lost.

I will do my best to help this situation get solved.

My love for you is my everything.

Seeing you smiles makes me happy to see that you are still living strong.

Hearing you laugh is a miracle to me.

Seeing you just makes me want you back into my life again.

When we were little it was like a happy fairy tale.

We had a great friendship, I wish that friendship was still growing stronger.

I knew you liked me back after seeing you watch what I did for someone else.

But, why didn't you tell me when you were with me?

It bugs me that I can't talk to you...*Sobs*

I told you I liked you as well.

It was a miracle that we both liked each other.

But, the thing that bugs me is...Why didn't you ask me?

You know I would've said yes.

I told you these exact words "If you were to ask me out, that answer would be a yes."

You had your chance before.

Why didn't you take it?

I cried myself to sleep most of my nights.

Because we weren't allowed to talk nor see each other.

I was scared when you yelled at me...

It hurt me a lot...*Sobs*

We had so much for each other.

I don't understand why you yelled at me....

I was hurt a lot after you yelled at me....

I didn't mean for this to happen.

I still love you.

Do you still love me?

By the looks of it, it doesn't seem you do....

I won't let my love for you die down, probably how you did to me...

I will keep it going until you realize I still long for you.

Once you realize, you will probably have another girl in your life.

When I see you my heart starts pounding against my chest.

I want to just kiss you soft plump lips.

But, I guess that won't happen since you're mad with me...*Sobs again*

If I were a better person I would change everything I did now.

Please forgive me.

I won't do this stuff ever again.

Just please don't be mad with me.

It hurts to much to be mad at from the one I love.

I want to see up close again...But I can't.

I have to watch you from a safe distance.

My heart is always for you.

It will be here for you and you only.

I will be here for you just like you were for me.

It's just as hard not to forget how you comforted me when I was down in the blues.

My trust with you was very strong.

I didn't have to worry about you telling my secrets.

With you is just an amazing miracle.

When I hugged you it was like time stopped it was only us standing there.

Only us were in this world.

I miss your hugs they were soft and comforting.

I never liked hugging in the first place.

But, when I met you my whole hugging issue wasn't an issue to me anymore.

You changed my heart towards you.

It was a good experience that you had changed my heart.

Please, some time in the future forgive me for my mistakes.

I won't do them again,not to you.

I just miss talking with you, walking with you, seeing you smile when you were with me.

I miss everything about you.*Sobs more*

I will keep this love for you safe and sound in my heart *Puts a hand over my heart*

It will stay with me for a long time until you talk to me again and forgive me.

With that I end this little story about you and me.

-Ace Dawson.

((I wanted to rant about my love life...So I did...Did you like it? I worked hard on it during some of my classes. I hope it got to you that I was feeling a bit sad....Mianhe-yo *Bows* I'm sorry for making you cry to this *Bows again* I didn't mean for it to be that sad....But I just wanted to tell him through my heart. *Nods* Please forgive my Hiatus on all my FanFics. I want to concentrate on one for now. And I will work on my others later when this one is done *Nods* It will be a good FanFic I hope you guys and girls will like it as much as I'm going to enjoy writing it. Please stay tuned for the second chapter to "Love Forgotten; But one will be a good person" Kamsahabnida *Bows*))

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gingah4evah #1
T-T *holding back tears* I can't relate to this, but I still feel your sadness... UHUHUHUHUUUU SOOO SAAAD!!!! ㅠ ㅅ ㅠ