Today was... Not really that.. Well, y'know... Good.

 

Today at school my mind decided to go into 'think mode' and think about my past and what's happened over the years; alongside that would be the reasons I became depressed around 3 years ago, the death of my dearly loved one that makes me depressed every Easter or at least.. Late March & Early April. My thoughts got so severe that I began to cry in the corner outside... Where everybody around could see... 

 

Then, when I came home I heard that my yeobo got hit by a car while riding her bike and had broken her leg and that it won't heal for 10-13 weeks T-T

 

Why does this always happen?!

 

I always have a bad day, get home to try and clear my mind, then something tradgic happens to the ones I love T-T

 

How come the week I come back from hospital visits, other bad things begin to happen to where I begin to cry in public places.

 

It's bad enough I feel insecure and unsafe out in the open.. And like a burden to many... Why this?

 

And of all times...

 

Why now?

 

 

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Get well soon, Yeobo~ ♥